hazie

how come all the girls I find really attractive... feel they have to be really bitchy to me.

do I have a sign on my back? does it say something like "be a bitch to me and I'll go away" or what?

cause I won't. if you're mad at me I'm going to do all I can until you stop talking to me completely or just tell me.

I don't mean to end friendships that way.... my friends are THE ONE most important thing to me in my life.

so if there's something wrong or I'm doing something that bothers you or upsets you... be straight, and tell me! don't think I'm going to be able to guess. or just know.

that entry well you know who you are that it goes out to...

and also nikki. why do girls expect me to know what they're thinking... if I could do that... wouldn't I be in a happy perfect relationship? wouldn't I?

this song is seriously becomming my THEME song... especially right now with nikki and how frustrating all of that is. I've never felt that way about any one girl EVER... and the minute I do poof she hates me ... and that's the truth she told my co-worker :'(

I just want to cry myself to sleep and never wake up.