hazardstar2

don't hold your breath, don't lie awake, but don't hesitate.
be ready to see.

i'm throwing consequence into your sight but we're so clouded with the fear that they've created for us to think that it's our own
we float around the respite like our madness could somehow cease and we act like all the nothings that we'll never even be
if i'm throwing burning heart strings to the wash to sweep away then our fear will only realize...
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so it's the break between spring and summer semester, and i'm in gainesville while all my friends are gone...anyone want to come visit me?

i have a friend. her name is jamie. let me preface the jamie story by saying that the worst feeling i think i could ever have comes when my friends are hurt or upset, and i feel helpless and don't know what to do. jamie is an angel. she's beautiful and funny and sweet as can be. she's been dating this guy chris for about...
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yay yay yay no more finals, no more school! well, for a couple weeks at least...

i'm a lot happier lately...i mean, i wasn't really sad before, but i was bored and lonely a lot...i've been making really awesome friends in gainesville, and going out dancing on 80s nights and just hanging out with really fucking cool kids...there's this group of like 6 or 7 girls, and they're all so rad, just fucking cool, not concerned with stupid shit, just like...
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eeek it's 6:20 in the morning and i'm going to take a final...i need juice.

i hate every picture of me i've ever had up here. dammit. oh well. studying sucks! i have a final at 7:30 tomorrow morning. ask me if i'm studying. go ahead, ask me! answer is a big fat fucking no. why, you ask? because my mood is not conducive to studying at the moment. it's more conducive to looking at hot tattooed girls. ohhh yeah....
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yay for goodwill...i've wanted one of those button up black old school diner-looking dresses for a long ass time, but whenever i see them they're in some crappy corporate store for like 40 bucks and they're wayyy short and i'm really not all about that...well at goodwill the other day i found this one that's super light and soft, and pretty long, almost to my...
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...so i guess i'm an asshole, but i need to do what's right for me...we were looking for a house, me and three of my (guy) buddies, but i was the only one who was really putting in effort and time and shit, i was the only one who was organized and doing all the work...and it's really fucking pointless, because i'm graduating and moving...
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