hazard

so i started the day with the hangover from hell.
pounding headache and grody details that i'll spare you from....

and then rob came to get me. and he met my mom. and we ate dinner. and we went to starbucks. and we were very annoyed at starbucks by these little whiny bitches. and we thanked god for us not being 16 anymore. and then we went to borders. and then we made out in the parking garage of my building for an hour. and now i'm feeling out of control.

i'm afraid of feeling...i'm afraid of where this is going....there's a war in my heart right now...and right now, he's winning. i'm getting ready to put up the white flag and just surrender...because this just feels too good to fight.