hazard

i want to listen to the carpenters.
all. night. long.

i need something new.
something different in my life.
something needs to happen now.

i'm two steps away from something big.
you know when you can almost taste your new life coming to you? you're that close to it. you can smell it. but you.....you can't quite put your finger on it.
maybe deep down you know what to do....it's just a matter of letting yourself do it.

ahh freedom. to not try. to not think. to just be. to exist. the way i should.

beautiful ideas are much more easier said than done. and so much easier dreamed than can possibly come true.

some wise hick once said, somethings are too good to be true. yes, they are. maybe now i won't believe in anything other than me.

maybe i'm only one step away now...