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ok. last journal entry. last day of sg. woop woop.

starting tomorrow i'm a new girl.
new glasses.
new hair.
new beginning.
new life.

rob mentioned how he read some of my past journals, and that i kept saying i had a feeling something big was going to happen to me. and something big did happen. ahhh...women's intuition.

soon, i'll be out of this house....
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illbillzillbub:
nice fishy's!

throatneedle:
Here's to the rest of our lives

I love you
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my hips were so much smaller three months ago!
hopefully this sickness will do something to curb my appetite. happiness can be a bitch on the hips.

because of my sickness i:

1. have had 1 cigarette in the past 4 days. that is the least i've smoken in YEARS.

2. have a pain in my ribs from coughing so hard.

3. have no patience....
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shazb0t:
3 days? Aw man. Well definitly keep in touch, you know my AIM and my email . Maybe we can all meet for drinks and shit, talk about cuban food. Just be cool you all, and chill with the smoking while your sick! It robs your body of vitamin C! You need a Caldito de Pollo, darn it. That's cures everything, put hair on your chest...and other places...
Don't ever be ashamed of cuban hips.....you now how many white girls are out the dying for that?
user8935778:
i miss you too. i have to quit drinking. i have much to tell you. i went to the doctor.. and he gave me some bad news. but ill still hang out at the bar and stuff. i just cant eat san loco or drink. i can drink water. or soda. and smoke. and talk to you. and now that im single. we can do it a lot. when i get back from vegasss
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ok. so in 6 days. i'm gone. out.

this has been all cute and dandy....but, alas, i am over it.

i know most of you guys in the real world anyways, and you have my number.

shazb0t, msg me, my hialeah bretheren...maybe me and rob will take you out n get trashed and we'll talk about hialeah hardcore kids. cuz we know how much fun...
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user8935778:
i tried to leave. they rope you back in. you and rob. matching strike through lines.
mtlqueen:
NO YOU. Yer fuckin' A. You and Rob are just about the coolest couple to collide in a long time 'round these parts... Jackie is *the* honoured guest at every dinner party you'll ever throw together for the rest of your lives.

Shhhh! I'm listening to reason! (*puts on huge plastic ear*)

Love ya. Go sing some Slayer with Rob for me.

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i have rob's cooties.

i cough.
i spit.
i'm ickie feeling.

and no one is taking care of me frown

want to call in sick tomorrow, but i can't. damn me and my impeccable work ethic.

where's my nuuuuuuurse?
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throatneedle:
I love that new pic!
Your hips drive me crazy
Kissing you right 'there'
Is my new happy fun-time place!

Te quiero mucho baby

user8935778:
i kissed her there once. =X

http://lesmanpanties.com/revolver/69.jpg
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this weekend rob and i were hermits. he was feeling sick....so i played nurse. (no, you perverts, i did NOT put on a nurse costume and do freaky things...well we did freaky things but not in a nurse costume.)

3 amazing days. i really didn't want to leave. wanted to stay with him. want to take care of him.

love him. miss him. wish i...
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shazb0t:
ah it is the circle of life, and I accept it, but man......I'm just tired of losing....people....I went through my whole life with people jsut...going away. At times it was alright you get to that apex and .thhhhbt, it's over....but there are those that you want to stay....at least for tea.
Thanks for the kind words though.
kingbugs:
just barely, tulip, just barely.
sounds like things are goood for yas. yea.

Dissertation, the last few weeks of class, and the impending job hunt for next year are kicking my ass. I spent all weekend writing letters of intent, teaching philosophies, and sample syllabi for applications. blarg

My brother showed up tonight for a quick visit, forcing me to tear my eyes and mind off the Diss, probably for my own good.

no fun stories. Live it up for me. schtupp lots. drink my share. glarg. might move to west coast of Fla. for some quiet...

guh. your posts are giving me a cavity... hehehe
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i have difficulties making decisions. this is because i am a libra. go ahead and try to make me make a decision. it'll take a while. a long while.

rob is like this too.

so imagine what it's like when the two of us are together. just us trying to figure out what we want to eat is a mission. do we want italian? do...
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throatneedle:
...I love you SO much kiss
shazb0t:
ya, ma, dejeme dormer!

Actually been busy with school shit..

so tired....so,so....tired
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so starting in january, i've decided...i'm going back to school. cooking school, however.

cooking for rob the past couple times has reminded me of how much i love doing it. it's really the only thing that makes me happy. so imma be a chef. am not looking forward to learning how to butcher carcass. that's totally not my scene.

i'm hungry. there's no food in...
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illbillzillbub:
tuna and rice goop.ie tin o' tuna/rice/tomato paste type stuff.
Im gonna go make some right now

I also like a big bowl of steamed vegies with some cheese grated over.
Those are prolly my 2 fave meals
oh and ice cream

"theres lots of lovely girls in Mozambique" Bob Dylan


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shazb0t:
so you feel any better?
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hmmm.....

where oh where has my motivation gone?

i have these moments...where everything is all so very clear....i know what i gotta do....and i know what i gotta do to get there....

but i have this big problem. i live in the right now..and i have a hard time thinking about the future, and doing something about it.

how do you stop living for today...when...
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gram:
hahahahahaha! you will never beat me, for mexican power is twice as deadly as cuban power!! and i will cut you.
but
thinking about what you said, it does seem sad to be fighting over a columbian! eeeewwww!

well, ok, you can have him, cause i ain't gonna fuck him!
or cook for him for that matter.
shazb0t:
Muchos gracias, chica....vamos aver se esos pan con bistc son bueno..oooooooooooo...... que barato
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ok how depressing. my last journal entry: no replies.

am i a sg geek? am i not cool enough?

maybe people were sick of seeing my legs.
so there's my face. okay so the picture is a year old. whatever. not like you'll ever know.

you know what makes me cooler than you? annie lennox hugged me on monday. oh yes she did! annie motherfucking...
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throatneedle:
Everyone, keep away from the velvet rope
This bitch is mine and I shall fend her off
With all on my SG power and might!

love You are the cutest indeed, yes we both know this love

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mtlqueen:
You're like the farthest from an sg reject, lady... I know I woulda posted to your journal but I've had a bug up my ass the last couple of days... I'm sort of close to squeezing it out, but I dunno, bad headspace or something.
What made you decide to spark up after a long time smoke free? It's too bad you didn't like it, I always feel sad when people break a long period of drug/drink free time and then they don't even think it's worth it. Oh well, if you don't mention it again, neither will we...

And by the way,
I'M BUSTIN' THROUGH THEM VELVET ROPES AND I'M'A'GONNA TRY'N GET ME A HUG!!!!
biggrin

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ok so check out what a dumbass i am:

so those of you who live in miami know that parking on the beach fucking SUCKS. there's never any parking, and sometimes you have to resort to illegal measures. which often means getting a ticket and/or being towed.

those of you who know me, know that i'm lazy and i don't care and i do shit...
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life needs to hurry up and start happening now.

who knows how much time is left.

who knows what's really going on.

all you got is yr heart and yr hopes.

it's all we got to keep us going.


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user8935778:
:burp:

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kingbugs:
hi
you just gotta find that little rip cord like on old lawn mowers.
and make sure thar is gas in the engine.
do you have gas???
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gooooooooooood morning.

i'm still feeling wow.
i got here lastnite w/goodies from whole foods....and then i got goodies in bed. love

in an hour, rob will be home from work...and i'll be here to welcome him home. i feel like i should be doing little housewife duties. but i wont. ha!

first we will get me coffee...for i am still sleepy-eyed.
then we go look at...
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freaky_tiki:
I'll still be here silly rabbit! Just having problems with Mr "You Know Who" He flaked out on me this week...but seems all better again tonight *sigh* guess the honeymoon phase is over


CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!
throatneedle:
I love you so much and I miss you a whole lot right now
I can't stand being away from my Goodest Girl Ever
With her cute little lips and intense little eyes

PS - Are you still 'glowing'? love