haysey

FUCK THIS!
i fucking give up,
what fucking chance do i really have with anyone!
every girl i have feelings for or ever like is either with someone all finds someone before i even get a chance to know them!
and my life has become so pathetic, i can't even go to my local shops cos "she" works there [shouldn't have got her that job just before she dumped me]
my family don't wanna know me right now,
i don't wanna go back to that job where i know they don't want me,
i really really hate myself,
why don't i fit in,
why can't i just get over her and find someone,
why can't i get a job i like and feel safe in,
why can't my family get along...

all i have right now is reading and nine inch nails to look forward too,
i hope trent can keep up with the songs so can look forward to something else.