hayes

So I'm flipping through the stations last night around midnight and I see Bettina it just so happened that I caught the beginning of a little short about SG, on the show 'Real Sex' on Showcase. It had interviews with Missy and some of the other girls (most who recently vanished sadly) and just showed some of the photoshoots and stuff, it was pretty neat. I wanted to call my mom and tell her to watch it, but figured she would most likely be in bed at 12am. She's still a little iffy about the whole thing, mostly just because of the name. She didn't so much care that I wanted to show my boobies off on the net but just said 'why is it called "suicide" girls?' Coming from a small town I'm sure I'm going to hear some shit when (and if) I have a set go up, but I think I'm preparing myself quite well with some recent disasters I've brought on myself. Thank fucking God I have an amazingly wonderful and understanding husband who instead of kicking my lame ass out on the street, like I really deserve, just shakes his head, and hugs me harder...



~summer of 95~