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"What a beautiful let down" she used to say, "what a waste of a pretty face....". Words were nothing more than words, as rain falls in glass remnants of a shattered psychological twirl of confusion, a child at heart, a 17 year old at face, black mascara parading in masquerading droplets of anger, sadness, envy and unrelenting distress down a crimson wind kissed cheek, parched lips of dappled red twisted themselves in uneven shakes around the bitter tip of a cigarette. Puffy ringlets of stale tears had formed within the black and gray shades of splattered make up, an hour of effort ruined by a few ruffled sentences rolling off the tongue of a serpent like bitch, more commonly known as my step mother Mary. My name is Kiara and these are my thoughts, I'll keep them locked away until the day her flesh dries and flakes away into the abyss of hell where her non existent tainted heart belongs, what I can promise though, is that her death will not be an accident.

ok don't freak out.....lol its a piece of a story im working on, well actually its a revision to a short story I wrote about five years ago and ended up getting a copy right on after turning it in as a project and having someone attempt to steal the idea -_-''. I thought I would share it here and ask what you guys thought of it =). As a writer opinions are always valued and taken to heart.
I hope you all like it =D.

On another note and dog ran out in front of my car last night =<<< I didn't hit it because thankfully I saw his shadow and floppy ears and was able to hit my breaks in time ( thank god no one was behind me ><. What I found somewhat strange about the situation was the fact the dog (he was big, a boxer I think) ran towards my car and just stopped and stared so I honked at it and startled it so it ran onto the side walk, I was going to try and turn around and save it but I was going down hill and the dog ran up the hill through a hole in a fence and disappeared =/. I hope hes ok =<<.

So that being the sad news from last night, a funny story and one of the highlights of my day was my government teacher asking us what we did on September 11th and then flat out admitting "I got hammered on Saturday did anyone else get drunk on Saturday, that swedish vodka, damn" as horrible as that is it was hilarious that he actually admitted to it lol, then he went on to argue with a student about religion lol....mind you this is a teacher who on the first day of class said " I will tell you now I am an asshole" lol.

Well thats pretty much all for today, oh I will be adding some other pictures from my AZ trip into this blog later =D.

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