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I did my Test shoot today. OMG.
Step on Me went with.
...and she ended up doing pics too.
Eek. So now I need to come up with a set. =/
Hehe. I had fun tho. =p

I was bored and decided to read some of my old posts.
I have a really sad, pathetic life.

I remember that night Steph got raped.
And when my Dad kicked me out and I moved to Spokane
When I broke up with my ex again.
When I tried to kill myself in Boise before I moved back to AZ.
And when i got to...
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I'm so tired. ...and tired of not sleeping. and working and not sleeping.
and the guys being so sweet to me when I'm such a cunt and I do a horrible job stocking.
Now they're training me to do price changes overnight. More training. More work.
I don't like being needed in this kinda way. *lol*

I don't want to be eighteen anymore.
I don't...
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I met... this rilly rilly awesome guy. and i rilly rilly rilly like him but i dont want to freak him out.
Matt finally stopped being a fag and now he wants to hang out all the time but...
He already blew his chances with me. meh. maybe ill blow him off tomorrow like hes been doing to me the last couple of months. stupid...
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I am soooooooo drunk. and horny. rrr and Jason's being cool.
and I'm a chomo and highschool guys wannt my ass. lol
Okay. Yeah. I am FUCKED up. =) Yay
I'm watching JackAss with Clint Jason Stephy and Jamie.
Sick fucking movie. If I could walk I would turn it off.
Hehe. YeAh. Today's my only day off I had to get drunk. Yay

Jason's being a bitch and won't let me use his computer.
I'm using Stephy's lap top. Muahaha <333

My friend Clint is visiting from Boise, ID. He got here last night. I am the lamest person to visit. lol
My friend Richard's Dad kicked him out last night so he and his friend stayed with me.
Jamie came in and I was sleeping next to...
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I just got home from work.
Long night...
It's raining outside.

My roommate password protected the computer. wtf.
She never told me not to use it. ,,,
Guess she forgot to turn off the guest account.

Dear Jamie and Jason,
I'm not a dumbass.

I hate girls. Except Stephanie.
I hate liars and fake people. I wish they'd just be honest with me.
I'm not...
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