Holy crap. Dude. I'm in shock. Sorry. Haha.
---I have this friend Michael. I met him the weekend before Halloween when I was thirteen. It doesn't really count because I was in Junior High, but he was my first boyfriend. ...first guy that I ever did anything with me. This is the guy that made me the freak I am today. ---
When I moved back to AZ I saw his Mom at Staples and she talked to me for a while. I hadn't seen her since I was fourteen or fifteen. =/ Michael was in Iraq! I hadn't heard from him forever. I guess he joined the military after he graduated high school. ...so I guess she told him she saw me cuz the next day he added me on myspace. well then... everything happened; I got kicked out, moved to WA then back to Boise.. blah blah blah.
He kept e-mailing me like... you need to come back! and... when are you gonna be back in AZ? HIs last message asked me if it'd be cool with me if he came here to see me. Ah. Ahh. ...!!!!!! I don't know. I'm excited. =p haha.
I swear to God this kid knew me as the nerdy, virgin good girl Ashley that died when iI slit my throat. Yeah... no one ever pictured me going the way I did. Haha. YeAh. Fuck... I mean... he knew me before I started cutting. He was there when I got out of the hospital the first time after I overdosed. It's crazy. it's fucking crazy. ah. lol I was good friends with his Mom. =/ we used to talk all the time. =/ I'm losing my mind right now. haha... good night everyone. *muah* haha
---I have this friend Michael. I met him the weekend before Halloween when I was thirteen. It doesn't really count because I was in Junior High, but he was my first boyfriend. ...first guy that I ever did anything with me. This is the guy that made me the freak I am today. ---
When I moved back to AZ I saw his Mom at Staples and she talked to me for a while. I hadn't seen her since I was fourteen or fifteen. =/ Michael was in Iraq! I hadn't heard from him forever. I guess he joined the military after he graduated high school. ...so I guess she told him she saw me cuz the next day he added me on myspace. well then... everything happened; I got kicked out, moved to WA then back to Boise.. blah blah blah.
He kept e-mailing me like... you need to come back! and... when are you gonna be back in AZ? HIs last message asked me if it'd be cool with me if he came here to see me. Ah. Ahh. ...!!!!!! I don't know. I'm excited. =p haha.
I swear to God this kid knew me as the nerdy, virgin good girl Ashley that died when iI slit my throat. Yeah... no one ever pictured me going the way I did. Haha. YeAh. Fuck... I mean... he knew me before I started cutting. He was there when I got out of the hospital the first time after I overdosed. It's crazy. it's fucking crazy. ah. lol I was good friends with his Mom. =/ we used to talk all the time. =/ I'm losing my mind right now. haha... good night everyone. *muah* haha