Marissa died on the o.c. It made me cry... [yeah, yeah... i know... i'm super lame]
It made me sad because I was watching with two of my best friends... And it's all going ot be over soon. Well. Different. I don't mind change... but I need some more time to prepare. Or something.
In a few weeks everything is going to be different. My entire life will be different. And. I don't know if I'm ready...
I dont even know if I can do this. Who's going to be there when I need a hug? I mean. You know how I love my hugs...
I'm scared, tired and underprepared...And.. I'm sorry if I've tried to push you away. Sometimes I just dont know... It's like I'm the luckiest girl in the world and I don't even know if I deserve this.
I might run away for awhile... but I'll be back... when I figure things out. And. Before you realize that you're better off without me.
♥
It made me sad because I was watching with two of my best friends... And it's all going ot be over soon. Well. Different. I don't mind change... but I need some more time to prepare. Or something.
In a few weeks everything is going to be different. My entire life will be different. And. I don't know if I'm ready...
I dont even know if I can do this. Who's going to be there when I need a hug? I mean. You know how I love my hugs...
I'm scared, tired and underprepared...And.. I'm sorry if I've tried to push you away. Sometimes I just dont know... It's like I'm the luckiest girl in the world and I don't even know if I deserve this.
I might run away for awhile... but I'll be back... when I figure things out. And. Before you realize that you're better off without me.
♥
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There were a couple scary things, like how friendly everyone was, but I'm sure it's scarier going from a small place to a big place.
What are you moving for?