Friday Jun 20, 2008

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Ok firsts first Thankyou! to the 2 people who lifted me out and helped me see i should seek medical help and i have today. So thanks lovemyway and Phantasy!, I feel almost worse than 2005 but i didn't try to kill myself i just cried so fucking much. i want to cry more. and i will when i get into bed soon. I don't want to die cause there are so many people that care bout me and that's the only reason i'm doing this. myself i have nothing much to care bout other than those who care bout me. I've just thrown everything out the window that was good for me and i wish i didn't get so insecure. i hate it. but thats why i'm seeking help to remove this woe. i'm shaking so much right now i can't type anymore.

Thanks so much
Love
Brad
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phantasy:
Heya, just checking up on you. Not sure if you're lurking about SG much these days. Let us know how you're doing. kiss
rubyfoo:
Oh I didn't know....Are you ok? are you feeling better? I can understand where you are coming from, really I can. I really enjoyed meeting you last year in Brisbane, I think you are so much fun and so sincere and just a lovely guy. if you ever want to talk, feel like chatting or anything, please let me know. SERIOUSLY!

I truly hope you will take me up on that anytime....

I was stopping by to see if you were going to be at the ball this year, I hope so....It would be so cool to see you again.

lots of love and understanding,
x

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