havokinblack

Ok i'm back to 2 weeks ago again even tho i have fallen in love with someone else. i feel like shit for ruining her life again. I just love that i have morrow off i have to tidy the house and i'll be drinking booze and crying over stupidness. over a miniture killing thing love a love had a love lost from my missdirection....
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Just some random writings

Looking like the shadows of death, I am but the smallest breath, In this world I'm insignificant, I'm nothing to noone, nothing to be found, nothing at all, just an insignificant sound, a sigh of relief, when it's disbelief, a star in the sky, that noone disires, just a sound, unpronoun, forgotten aand lost, completly forgot.

A single tear comes from...
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I'm sick and fucking tired of Heartache. This feeling will be stopped by lots of Alcohol tonight.....

I wanted to be rid of her but now she's really gone i miss her immensly. I fucking hate it Crying well i cant cry i've fucking tried but nothing happens i feel dead. *To cry is to know you're alive* i don't wanna go to work and...
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fuckin sick and tired of my stupid computer. and parts of life. Blag. I just wanna leave my job and get away from everything. I like my job and all but life kinda sucks which is makin me go crazy. My ex wants me back, i like her but don';t want that and when i se4e her i just wanna kiss her. but i don't...
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well. It's been a great weekend. But just last night i was hit with an emotion i didn't want to feel. Or maybe emotions. I've just found being alone i feel completley alone. When in bed last night i felt completley helpless and small worthless and just dead. It was something i didn't expect. I'm sitting in my car now out front of tafe feeling...
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well i'm totally bummed at tafe it's so so boring. but i've booked me accomadation for brizzy yay. going out friday and saturday and sunday geeezzzzzeeee i'm busy. friday's friends bday saturday just wanna have funapparently going to footy aswell go the crows. sunday garage bar for friends drag show.

not much to say other than Adelaide rocks

NEWS

I'm no longer with Jamie as of today and somewhat happy about it. Sad at the same time but i can do my thing again so no complaints and million msgs.
The bbq was bonza and i hope to see all you kiddies soon
XOXO
Love me

Hey, Well not to much has been going on in the life of Brad. Work work and more work. Last night i went to my mates house and a few of his other friends were there and well I'm a gettin Bondage pants and a corsett now. YAY.they strapped me into one of their corsetts and i was like mhm i look hot. LOL maybe...
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I've got a computer back YAY. So An Adelaide meet is up for notice now and in June i'm having a BBQ at my house shindig o rama i'll post when. so I'm a butcher now and hard at it. Went to BDO was ok ANIT FLAG rocked and RAGE were awesome saw Me first and the gimmes recently too havent been going out much...
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