Monday Nov 03, 2008

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so i've written like 2songs in a week and i'd say aprox 12 songs in the last month or so. Barkley has returned to his mothers house and thats pretty much it other than i feel like shit. laters
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plain_jane:
Oh no!!!! Call me if you need to talk
platypuz:
Why did Barkley have to go back to his mums place,what wrong,oh i wish i could write songs,when i was younger i did some baaaad poetry but that about it,if i could play an instrument or write songs or somthing creative i would love it

Wednesday Oct 22, 2008

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renna:
is that a pineapple-o-lantern?!

amazing!
coralseas:
Oh they are so beautiful!! love

I must make one...the pineapple is a great idea, I find pumpkins too hard.

Saturday Oct 18, 2008

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Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door _
Only this, and nothing more."


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Ah, distinctly I remember it was...
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platypuz:
Have you seen the Simpsons take on Poe ?
ponderch3rry:
Please tell me they aren't around your tattoo as well frown

Our door is always open my love <3

Friday Oct 17, 2008

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so today was a bad day. i went to work was flying good and all then at 11ish Jamie walked past and i sank so low i felt like an ant. i miss her so fucking bad. i just started shaking so bad i couldn't hold a knife i'm still feeling shit so i pinned myself somemore. and i've smoked a whole pack of ciggies...
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burningleviathan:
Dude...Miley Cyrus?

Sorry about what happened with Jamie.
platypuz:
It does get better,trust me,i have been in love a few times..i mean truly in love and have lost it..yes it does hurt and yes you will feel like shit..but it does get better,trust me
Just keep on truckin and remember tomorrow is another day

Wednesday Oct 08, 2008

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sooo new post quick one too i have work in like a hour and a half

so yesterday i saw a psychiatrist oh how fun that was i can only remeber my ups and downs when i've broken up with someone and now being one of thoes times and he asked me bout my history and drug use, DRUGS ARE BAD, unless priscribed. So i...
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phantasy:
Stay strong, buddy!! It's hard, but I know you can get through this.
coralseas:
Well, it sounds like you have a good friend in Sarah. It's good that you can let it out here too.

Oooo, Halloween stuff!!

Go to cheap as chips, they have these spooky pictures!! They are old photographs turned into holograms (?) so when you look at them from certain angles the people change into zombies and werewolves etc!! I like one of a civil war era soldier who turns into a skeleton!!
Plus they have frankenstein head and jack o lantern lolly buckets!!

Sunday Oct 05, 2008

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soooo,
my week since last post. Saw the loverly Kim and Mike and their kiddies what a lovely bunch. and barkley (my puppy) joined me on the quest. i left their house to see my aunty for her birthday and my cousins who are nuts. played some hard core table tennis, ran a muck with barkley and then it was back to Kim and mike's...
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Monday Sep 22, 2008

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Well i spose this is over due. well lets back date then. i've had my birthday excitment plus was fucked and just pretty much did stuff all all day i was in Brissy for it. went to dreamworld wet and wild and movie world endured the giant drop, cyclone, log ride, wild west ride, leathol weapon twice, Batwing, and so on. went to big pineapple,...
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plain_jane:
Hi
My gosh your puppy is so cute...biggrin
phantasy:
Check my journal! kiss

Monday Jul 21, 2008

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ponderch3rry:
JUST OVER ONE WEEK TO GOOOOOOOOO!!!

WOOOOOO!!!

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platypuz:
Hey man long time no hear,how you doing ?

Monday Jul 14, 2008

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Well this has been a long time awaited. i don't know what to write tho. lol.

Well it's 2 weeks til i jet set to brissy yay. um i'm back with jamie cause well i just can't let go of someone i love. and I've been off the booze for just over 3 weeks now i had a bloodtest yesterday. anti depressants seem to be...
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rubyfoo:
smile smile smile smile
platypuz:
Hey man,nice to hear your in a good place now,are you still going to stay booze free in brissy ?

Friday Jun 20, 2008

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Ok firsts first Thankyou! to the 2 people who lifted me out and helped me see i should seek medical help and i have today. So thanks lovemyway and Phantasy!, I feel almost worse than 2005 but i didn't try to kill myself i just cried so fucking much. i want to cry more. and i will when i get into bed soon. I...
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phantasy:
Heya, just checking up on you. Not sure if you're lurking about SG much these days. Let us know how you're doing. kiss
rubyfoo:
Oh I didn't know....Are you ok? are you feeling better? I can understand where you are coming from, really I can. I really enjoyed meeting you last year in Brisbane, I think you are so much fun and so sincere and just a lovely guy. if you ever want to talk, feel like chatting or anything, please let me know. SERIOUSLY!

I truly hope you will take me up on that anytime....

I was stopping by to see if you were going to be at the ball this year, I hope so....It would be so cool to see you again.

lots of love and understanding,
x

Monday Jun 16, 2008

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Well i had an alright weekend and sunday night was fantastic but now i just want to relive the pain i cant stand being alone. being bymyself is pain and it's making me want to drink and hurt myself i cant wait til thursday when my rents get home. i wont feel at all the same I hope! I just want to do it all...
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platypuz:
Aww man sorry to hear your hurting,i have been there myself back a few years..as cliche as it sounds drinking yaself into oblivian wont really do much,trust me i have done that often enough(and still do on occassion) and ya problems are still there plus ya got a fuckin hangover...not a good combination.
Do you have any friends that can come over or maybe you can go to their place,just to get you out of home and mixing with other people.
Did i read that right,did you usedto do drag ?, i havnt seen a decent drag show in ages..the last show i saw was actually a drag king show and it was cool..twas done by a anarcho-feminest collective at a local warehouse space
Anyway mate, i hope your day improves..take care and remember you have friends out there who do care

Thursday Jun 12, 2008

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I can't do anything right i keep fucking up. everything left right and center. what is it with me and fucking everything up. why have i come to again fuck everything up? Why i don't know. i just want to do what i did in 05. i want to curl up quit life and start again in 6 months. I just wish it were that...
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soobie:
OK. Work is good. That is a good start. smile
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