havenlee

So, i was bartending last night and this douche bag with some fucking tear tatoos had to give me a hard time. He asked me out the other night and i respectfully declined (i.e. i'd rather play in traffic) but, apparently he can't take no for an answer. He barrated(spelling?) me, on and off for about three hours and i finally just told him i don't date amish looking gangstas without teeth . "Hey asshole, NO means fucking NO" Now i'm all sketched out that he's going to be waiting for me outside after work or something creepy like that. It wouldn't be the first. I now have a body gaurd when i bartend, how silly is that!!! I was really honost with him and told him I wasn't in dating mode and i suppose that wasn't a good enough answer for him. I'm getting tired of people always wanting something from me that i'm just not ready or willing to give. Is there something wrong with me?? Why is it soooooo difficult to understand that i just want to be alone. I don't want to hurt peoples feelings anymore but, i'm sure as hell not settling.