haunterofthedark

(`. Goddamn Awful Trousers .`)

I had a weird dream this evening when I took a nap. I dreamt I was on holiday visiting friends in Scotland and Id only took one pair of goddamn awful trouser--my painting trousers, that goddamn awful pair I wear when slapping paint about at the easel.

I normally have surreal dreams of sex, death and monsters, but awful trousers?...
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(`. Composure .`)

'Dollhouse'
Switchblade Symphony. Album: Serpentine Gallery (1995)

Pushing, pulling me down again
Pushing, pulling me down again
It's getting bad
I can't breathe
I won't let them in
I won't let them in
Crushing, pushing me down again
Crushing, pushing me down again
I need to get away
Listen now to their hurting words
They rip and they do tear
Pushing...
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(`. All the Flesh .`)

Please
Nine Inch Nails. Album: The Fragile

This is how
It begins
Push it away but it all comes back again
All the flesh
All the sin
There was a time when it used to mean just about everything

Just like now

Breathe, echoing the sound
Time starts slowing down
Sink until I drown
(Please) I don't ever want...
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(`.Mirrored Windows.`)

You look into my eyes
And you tell me what you see,
But something that I know for sure
Is that it is not me.

All that you see, it just reflects
The state of your own mind;
Your gaze, it never penetrates
The walls I hide behind.

So look into my eyes
And tell me what you see;
Tell me just who...
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(`. PLAN 9 CHANNEL 7 .`)

Plan 9 Channel 7
The Damned. Album: Machine Gun Etiquette(1979)

She plays her mouth into a smile
And offers that he stay a while
Two hearts that beat as one
And eyes that hardly ever saw the sun
Hollywood babbles on

She lays a wreath of lilies on his grave
His flame gone along with the love...
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(`. Encatuse!!! .`)

OoooOOOoooOOOooOOOoooohhhhh There nothing quite like being made to feel like youre a right bloody cock!!! Damn! I have a h-u-g-e amount of pride in myself, which is at the heart of a healthy mindset, but an ego that could feed the world , which isnt (dont they know its C-h-r-i-s-t-m-a-s?). On the whole Im really r-e-a-l-l-y happy with that, but...
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(`. Sauria Through the Looking Glass .`)

Tonight I showed you my true face--
I pulled back the skin and showed my disgrace.
Tonight I bared my pointed teeth
And shed my faux skin to show whats beneath.
You stared right back with reptile eyes
And cast off the last of your disguise.
You felt the same chill in the air--
For our scaly skin...
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