Long fucking day at work after being "off" for a week (even though I was away for trainings) - after two hours being back at my desk, the stupidity that runs rampant in that office had me reeling and being under siege by headaches all day, accompanied by the notion of kicking someone square in their sexual organs..gotta love the corporate world eh? But alas...
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vivianevog:
Sorry to hear about work and the headaches...people can be idiots, but at least you had a good evening anyways xxx
Stressed...tired...home sick yet still happy with life over-all. Certain things I wish were different though...sometimes you just need to work as hard as you can to right things in your life when the time is appropriate. It's a night for cuddles and no one to cuddle with on a side note...is that odd that..out of all things...that is what I miss most about being in...
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vivianevog:
Sorry to hear that and but at least you're happy overall...Hope you get the changes and someone new xxx
haubitze:
Awww thanks sweet heart and thanks for the comment - hope all is well with you as well
Today has been one of those days where I have been doing nothing but thinking about more or less my entire life and how it has played out - good, bad, ups and downs...all the gifts I have been given and passions I have obtained...it's been interesting to say the least. Despite being hurt many times in my life in many different ways, I would...
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cihuacoatl:
Much Respect to you Haubitze <3
haubitze:
To you as well Cihuacoatl <3
When you see your ex's new guy and you realize that she not only down-graded, but she scraped the bottom of the barrel both physically and mentally/intellectually - at that point...you just walk away like a baus a la Iron Man when he blew up the T-90 tank with one 4 inch missile 
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cihuacoatl:
Amusing your wordings my friend.. Know that you have learned and proceeded forward. I sure hope you find a much better person who can blend in with you.
haubitze:
Yeah one can only hope that I will be able to, though I will not hold my breath. Pessimistic it may be, but I have come to find that people who are on my level mentally, physically and emotionally are very few and far between. But time will tell.
Trying to wind down after a long day - part frustrating, part tiring, part exciting. Nothing like some take-away food, Crispin hard cider and some netflix to simmer down for the evening. Hope it actually stays that way...my life has a habit of opening the bullshit gates right when I am at my most calm...*crosses fingers*. Hope everyone's evening shapes up proper. Don't be afraid...
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dizzynight:
Best of luck. *pats back*
haubitze:
HAHA thanks -- it should be fine...the sources of drama that were lingering were all dispatched so...should be just fine
What's everyone's views on relationships? As a self-proclaimed hopeless romantic and passionate person, I am usually used to thinking that love and relationships are worthwhile...that there must be someone out there who will love you and appreciate you exactly for who you are, despite the fact that you have faults, because we all have faults...comes with being a human being. Problem is, It really is...
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cihuacoatl:
Nice to meet you will be in touch & hope you continue to meet lots of new people here.
paradigma:
A hug from Chile beauty!
Another night not being able to sleep...where's a cuddle buddy when you need one... 
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jackrabbit_:
I didn't sleep either I'm sorry sweets <3
I'm sorry sweets <3
haubitze:
That's alright luv - sleep for me comes at a premium these days unfortunately...and after becoming single, it's even harder to do. Mind's always wander at night - sorry you have not been sleeping well either luv <3
Love the song...relevant to my life oddly enough...plus it's just a good song...good way to begin to close out my Saturday evening
Nachts, wenn er sich zu dir legt
und sich auf dir bewegt
wnschst du dich fort
(Ich hab dir lange genug geglaubt)
Nachts, wenn er sich an dich schmiegt
und sich dein Herz verbiegt
sagst du kein Wort
(Du hast mich lange genug...
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Nachts, wenn er sich zu dir legt
und sich auf dir bewegt
wnschst du dich fort
(Ich hab dir lange genug geglaubt)
Nachts, wenn er sich an dich schmiegt
und sich dein Herz verbiegt
sagst du kein Wort
(Du hast mich lange genug...
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button_:
thank you for the friend request 
kay:
Indeed.
That moment when you realize you've been dating the wrong girls all along LOL 
Good Saturday so far - trying to see what sort of trouble I can get into this evening - suggestions anyone?
Good Saturday so far - trying to see what sort of trouble I can get into this evening - suggestions anyone?
sechenie:
what was wrong with them?
haubitze:
Well apart from the fact that our personalities some how always would clash in too many different ways - physically speaking, they always ended up very different than what I am actually attracted to. Long story short, I've discovered that I've actually ended up settling for one reason or another...be it because I think my family would not approve, or any other reason I came up with.
Woke up this morning and signed on here to check it out again. Had a good time last night, having another good one this morning before I kick start my Saturday with my usual routines. All I have to say is that I have no idea why I did not join this sooner - beautiful, sexy, gorgeous woman who are tatted and pierced, have dyed...
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haubitze:
My own tat - its been with me for the last 8 years...cannot wait to get more
goriella:
Lovely tat... I like it... and I like all types of rock metal. So, do share. I just want something awesome that I don't already have. Haven't picked up a new metal cd in years!
I just want something awesome that I don't already have. Haven't picked up a new metal cd in years!