Hello boys and girls, how long...
So finally this madness we call a COVID pandemic is coming to an end, finally. Since the beginning of the pandemic, exactly in March 2020, so much has happened and so many psychological outbreaks (I could not fail to mention that, my anxiety screamed all this time but now the monster is already under control again. Nobody is made of iron, right?). And in this time of pandemic, my moral conduct made me stop shooting for a while - I don't think it's right to put other people at risk or encourage crowding. So I had to abstain from what I love most in this world: photographing. But shooting for SuicideGirls isn't just about going and taking pretty pictures, it's all the interaction we have with other models, all the fun we have meeting people who think like us and live the same lifestyle as me (and by the way, which is something rare. I never had friends like the ones I made here at sg and I found myself as a human being).
So with all this dark part of the story we live, I was forced to put aside for a while what brings me the most happiness in life. But it was only for a necessary time. Last week I finally took the second dose of Pfizer vaccine and I finally arrived in the light at the end of the tunnel, light that will take me on a new journey inside. And today I'm here to say that during this time I reached the number of SOTD needed to become eligible to be SG STAFF photography and I studied a lot so when I return to photography, I will be much better than before. I can easily say that all this time in quarantine I learned a lot, not only in photography but I learned how to live and who I am, to control my psychological problems even more and get back to hope in humanity.
I'm coming back little by little, giving time, but I want to record here that I survived and evolved. Sorry if I was rude to someone or if I spread some bad energy during that time - it wasn't easy for me and I know it wasn't easy for you either. I'm extremely emotional and transparent so if something isn't right in my life I can't hide it and not talk about it. And that's why I took a few months away from SG and from logging in here every day and answering everyone as I always did.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTT i'm back bitchesss! hahahaha I even started working out, quit smoking and created healthy habits (really a new woman). And from next month - November, I WILL RETURN TO BOOK PHOTOSHOOTS AND I WILL CREATE A LOT OF BEAUTIFUL PHOTOSETS FOR YOU! like I always did and put all my heart into it. I have more than a year of accumulated ideas and a lot of love to return it all again. It won't be easy, I know, but it's always good to know that we can start over and evolve.
And now I want to thank you for all the support I've always had so far, with 12 SOTD in just 21 photosets uploaded and 7 girls became official, that's something amazing for me. Much more than I ever imagined.
That's it, just opening my heart like I always do here. Like it or not, you'll see a lot of my ass tattooed here again and several other girls through my lenses! hahaha the bad bitch is back and with all energy š love u all <3
And now I will let some beautiful babes I help turn pink with my photography:
@slitchi
@maricurly 
@mayaburn
@akame 
@kitannah 
@venzo 
@jadilia
@missy @rambo @penny @lemon @eirenne @sean @yessybear
