Okay, yeah, so I know I am a raging mess at the moment with my emotions and mood swings (thank you once again steriods BTW), but I know for a fact in the last 12 months I've become pretty imune to death.
I work, for a living, by choice with "the dead and they dying". It happens. We all die. I mean I am going to a guys funeral on the 15th, that I used to see out of work needs. My grandfather (well step grandfather, but whatever) passed away 12 months ago, and that didn't bother me either.
I've ust become numb to the whole stupid fact.
However, just seen a thread, and it reminded me of a good, dear, sweet friend who died from cancer in March just gone, and made me well up a litte. I miss her like crazy, and at one point we were thinking of one of our Lilly's names being Melanie too, with lilly being born 7 days after she'd passed away.
Oh boy, tomorrow is gonna be a long day at work...
I work, for a living, by choice with "the dead and they dying". It happens. We all die. I mean I am going to a guys funeral on the 15th, that I used to see out of work needs. My grandfather (well step grandfather, but whatever) passed away 12 months ago, and that didn't bother me either.
I've ust become numb to the whole stupid fact.
However, just seen a thread, and it reminded me of a good, dear, sweet friend who died from cancer in March just gone, and made me well up a litte. I miss her like crazy, and at one point we were thinking of one of our Lilly's names being Melanie too, with lilly being born 7 days after she'd passed away.
Oh boy, tomorrow is gonna be a long day at work...
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Give my love to Laura as well, and her boobs