hatter_

I think I have actually reached my lowest ebb, as of right now.
Car is broken.
Heating, still broken (new problem now)
We have Zero moneys to get the problems fixed too.
Laura rang my mum to let her know what the status was from our house, and in the back ground she heard my step dad say "well they can't stop here, we've promised to have kira tonight." Kira is my niece btw. Which is fine I'd have just stopped at home in the cold but I rang my mum when I got in find out what the fuck was going on and I said I was on the verge of getting really annoyed by it all. And she hung up on me.
What a wonderful mother I have. She'd rather let her youngest grandson freeze than make some room. Thanks mum. Either way have decided to cut her out of my life. I can't deal with her right now on top of everything else going on.
I really am not sure I can cope period right now tbh, and I honestly don't know what to do any more.