Im trying to make efforts on being more active on instagram and on suicidegirls.
A lot of things have been going on and all positive stuff. My set is releasing in 4 days, I'm moving out of my childhood home, and my relationship with my boyfriend has been everything I could ever ask for. My money situation still sucks but I love my retail job and I don't want to change it for the world. Ill be soon taking my retest for my cosmetology license and I'm very excited to just take it by the hair and dominate that test like its my bitch. I feel like everything has been smooth sailings aside of finances but overall, Im a happier person. I mean isn't that what its all about?
I just submitted my second set with a talented photographer by the name of Kyle and I can't wait to share it with you all very soon once its accepted and put in queue. There have been times where I did want to stop doing SuicideGirls even though I had just started in April and its only because of fear. Of losing things and just negative banter. A good friend of mine once told me that most people are just completely sensitive to whats going out there in the world. If they have a problem with the human body and tastefully done photos that are more so like art instead of pornography, then why should you even worry? There are more hypocrites in the world than there are honest people. And my friend is exactly right.
Once I get settled into my new place, ill be periscoping again. Hopefully it will be by next week. You'll be seeing more posts on my Instagram and more posts here. I can only do so much living in my family home and privacy isn't the best around here which sucks. I can only take so many pictures or do so many things. But I hope that over time, it will change up.
To those that have followed me and have followed my journey so far, thank you for being there. For liking my stupid posts of random and for liking my photos. I just hope when my set comes out in the next few days, that you too will enjoy it as much as I enjoyed modeling for it. I may have had weird awkward hair through my shoot (I was trying to grow it out at the time and was at the weird awkward goodbye pixie stage...and this is before i decided to do my undercut again...) and its very different for me but it is my first shoot and i feel like every suicidegirl hopeful or a vast majority has their one awkward shoot. Just gotta own it as well. I just hope time flies with this second set I submitted because its truly beautiful and something I would love to share with you all.
Thank you again everyone and i hope all has been well. Stay safe, be happy, and don't forget to take life by the hair and make them your bitch;)
xo, Hatsune
