And boy did I take this MIA-ness real serious. Life got crazy for a bit but when doesn't it?
I got super loaded with work and personal matters that it took a toll on me and pretty bad. I mean I dealt with work and was my peppy, go lucky, Hatsune self but when I got home, it just became me time all the time. I would see friends and stuff, no lie, but I blame "M" for this matter. I hope you all remember "M" from my last blog post. Well if you haven't, "M" and I have been dating for a pretty long time and i believe that two weeks ago would be the last of my dating life with him which is pretty heartbreaking. To make the story short, I was blown off from him at EmoNight [this little shindig i go to every month] and I was completely heartbroken. To this day, I don't consider us dating but he still speaks to me and responds to me on snapchat. I just gave up and realized that nothing were to happen. And it sucked but it did blossom into something else.
His name is "J" and will remain as such. He knows I do suicidegirls so I don't have to explain this part of my life with him which is great and Ive known him pretty long time. About 7 years or so due to mutual friends that we had in high school. I just don't speak to those mutual friends anymore due to their lifestyle. Any who, he and I have been talking so things are going great. I don't feel like I have to hide anything which is great and accepts me doing suicidegirls which is also a plus. I just want him to be comfortable with me which he is. Ive just been spending a lot of time with him and friends now. Which helps a lot seeing that I went through with "M" and the recovery process of a sore heart from losing something I really wanted. Sigh. Hatsune was just completely torn. Extremely torn.
And work has been crazy too. We lost two employees and with my boss just getting back from vacation today, I did a solid week of work straight. Not bad for my paycheck but my brain is been on stupid. Lol. I finally have two days off meaning I can finally catch up with y'all and my hopeful suicidegirls IG which I have been completely been ignoring. IM SORRY EVERYONE FOR THE MIA-NESS!! ;o; Sometimes a girl has to get away from social media to just unwind and also rethink whats going on in life. Honestly, Ive only given you the spark notes of whats gone on for the past two weeks. If I gave you the actual full length story, I would be typing this forever!!
I promise not to be too far from everyone again. I love you all that have followed me and stayed to follow my instagram and on here while I've been gone. Its felt like forever. But everything is ok now and Ill be ok. Ill be posting a lot more often now. Im excited that my set will be up for member review soon. And Im looking forward to my other one being out soon. Its all coming to fruition. Im tired and completely want to unwind so Ill probably be posting more photos on my instagram account. I wouldn't be surprised if i do. haha!
xoxo,
Hatsune<3
