hatefulerin

oh weird, for some reason i thought i had updated since partybitching. apparently not.
anyway, i'm relatively sure i have SARS. that, or i smoked way too much for a couple of days when i was barely sleeping. the less i sleep the more i smoke. my throat is in a terrible condition right now. oddly, drinking beer last night seemed to help. but the only beer in the house right now is this crazy belgian beer that is way too malty for my tastes.
oh well.

goddammit, i really want to smoke. yesterday i managed to smoke half as much as i usually do. i was impressed, and you should be too.