i feel like hell again.
and the funny thing is that i'm doing it to myself.
that works on at least two different levels.
i want to go back to bed for a couple weeks.
just a couple weeks, then i'll get up.
funny thing is i'm not even tired.
this is one of my outright, shameless pleas for love and attention.
funny thing is i'm asking for the exact kind of attention i don't want; the placating attention where people tell you you're special when really they don't give a shit.
promise to stop being funny now.
and the funny thing is that i'm doing it to myself.
that works on at least two different levels.
i want to go back to bed for a couple weeks.
just a couple weeks, then i'll get up.
funny thing is i'm not even tired.
this is one of my outright, shameless pleas for love and attention.
funny thing is i'm asking for the exact kind of attention i don't want; the placating attention where people tell you you're special when really they don't give a shit.
promise to stop being funny now.
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I know from experience that cutting yourself off from other people makes things even worse. My advice is too try to get out and socialize, force yourself to be productive, and be reminded of how good it can be to just hang out with friends. Hopefully, that will help a bit. Maybe it won't fix everything, but it will help take the edge off.