As of lately I've been getting this very stagnant feeling. I feel like my life is just standing still, when the reality is that it is flying past me. My job just feels so boring and meaningless. School is a complete drag this semester, and I'm falling behind. I used to have a much more exciting life and job, and all I wanted was a "normal" life. Now that I have that(sort of) I can't help but miss the chaos. I also can't help but notice that I seem to either attract chaos, or seek it out. When it comes to women, all that seems to come my way is relationships that I know are doomed from the start, but I can't help myself. I guess I'm just a glutton for punishment. Maybe they are drawn to me because I'm a very mellow stable person, or maybe I seek them out from some sort of subconscious need for chaos. Either way it's frustrating only being able to find crazy women.
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geminitouche:
basically. well at least you know, you choose to overlook it?
harvey2face:
I guess so.