So as you guys know my debut Set "Varsity Dreams" has been out a week & i know this might sound really cliche but I cant believe it!Its got over just 1k likes & to me that feels like a million. Im shocked & still so thankful for all the love & support.
This has actually been a massive dream of mine to do a photoset on Suicide Girls. To give you guys a better understanding,its been a dream of mine since i was 14 years old (Im 29!!eek). It all started on Myspace, remember that awesome website everyone???!
When the internet was finally available in my house i will never forget that awful noise of the dial up, sitting there waiting impatiently for the thing to finally connect. I set up my Myspace page, I put as much photos of MCR i could find. I even remember trying to figure out the HTML codes to make my page uber cool! I had my song page of Emery's "Walls"(which i later found out scared the shit out everyone when they got to my page)but once i got all that sorted, friends, seeing Tom still as my number one friend, i found a photo of a beautiful girl pop up on my "Bulletin".
It was a photo of @cherry, one of the photos from her Set "Voyeuristic". I instantly became obsessed with her, her makeup, her hair, her whole look. I printed out the photo & stuck it on my school binder.Her face was one i saw everyday. Since then i tried my hardest to look for as many photos of the Suicide Girls i could find. Due to being underage etc i obviously couldn't become a member & back then i couldn't find many of the uncensored photos of the girls, but it was more than enough.
Any photo i could find a girl who i liked, I tried so hard to copy their makeup, their cute outfits & i remember i got into Sum 41 because i saw a photo of a SG listening to it (cant remember who it was now!)Thinking back, i wanted to be like them, i wanted to ooze confidence. I was so use to be seeing Britney Spears covered in every magazine back then & couldn't relate. Britney didn't play the music i was into at that time anymore, she certainly didn't look anything like me, so seeing all the photos of the Suicide Girls just redefined Sexy for me. They were tattooed, pierced, coloured hair & had curves!!!!
So here we are, over 10 years later & my naked body is on this site that helped shape me who i am today. I will probably never get set of the day or officially become a Suicide Girl and to be honest i am actually okay with that. Having my photo set (and future sets) be on SG site is enough for me. I never thought i would be brave to do this, i certainly didn't think i would meet the most amazing people from this site either. I want to thank @coolicio for not only her amazing photo skills but just for making me feel so comfortable with everything! Thank you to @arachnie for being herself in such a public domain, for showing me that even though a girl can look sexy as fuck in a set, that they're also human, they have flaws & insecurities like everyone else! To @aubrey @jaskola @skyeblu @akiramai @mila & all the SG AU girls that have made me truly believe i could do this & feel like i belong!
And a special thanks to everyone who has shown me love on here, dont think it hasn't gone unnoticed. I really appreciate it xx
-Hartlee <3
@missy @rambo
