Dear Journal.......... Ah Fuck it.......
Well what can I say that will tell you why I have not posted many good or long journals in the past months... Take this whatever way you want to..... I'm feeling very alone in the world right now and feel no one understands me or even cares to.....I don't ask for your tears or support I'm just out to vent......I'm very lost in myself and my little world right now and I feel like I just want the next day to come every morning I wake. I have so many things I want to do and sometimes just don't have the poeple to do them with!
My friends and so called friends are starting to make me feel like a used RAG everytime my work puts on something or is sponsoring something they are my best of best friend until they find out if I got them in. I'm pissing myself off the ore I write down my feelings so I will have to stop now while I'm at work.........
Why can't life be just like True Romance (the movie)
~Swirl~
Well what can I say that will tell you why I have not posted many good or long journals in the past months... Take this whatever way you want to..... I'm feeling very alone in the world right now and feel no one understands me or even cares to.....I don't ask for your tears or support I'm just out to vent......I'm very lost in myself and my little world right now and I feel like I just want the next day to come every morning I wake. I have so many things I want to do and sometimes just don't have the poeple to do them with!
My friends and so called friends are starting to make me feel like a used RAG everytime my work puts on something or is sponsoring something they are my best of best friend until they find out if I got them in. I'm pissing myself off the ore I write down my feelings so I will have to stop now while I'm at work.........
Why can't life be just like True Romance (the movie)
~Swirl~
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sometimes, the only thing you can think is "such is life", cus that's really all there is to it. & although it sucks, it's only what you make of it...so I suggest just ditching the friends and figure out what makes you happy without em? Take some time for yourself maybe? Who knows, but I hope you feel better hun