harpsong

Today I started the day despondent and bummed. I have a lead on a job but haven't heard anything this week. My love stayed over last night so the waking up in his arms part was lovely, but then he left to go to work, and my flatmate had already left... and I felt so listless. Like, yeah I could get up, and go for...
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I went to the welfare people today to get the unemployment benefit. Nothing like it to make you feel pathetic. Mind you, it's only for a little while - I won't be unemployed that long. I just want a short break between study and work... time to blob out and be myself.
My love has asked me to paint a picture of myself for him....
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Now I have to get a life. Aww what a drag! lol

Thank all the gods. I have finished my exams.

In every forum, on every site, my status is the same.

It's over! Huzzah!

I'm doing my best to study this weekend. So far, not really succeeding.

My dearest took me out to dinner last night, like a proper date - very fun. Yep, he got lucky. But then he kind of always does

Dance class last night was brilliant fun. I needed that so bad. Quickstep, cha-cha, foxtrot, rumba, tango, samba, WIN WIN WIN!!!

Big salad for lunch to make me feel healthy. Also found that grapes were on special so bought loads. Awesome day so far!

Shit if I can hold it together two more weeks I should be ok to pass this diploma. Just got back an 82% in one of the practice exams... if the finals are this good I will be fucking STOKED!

Went for another run this morning - turns out my route is 2.8km. That's not too shabby.

Really want to light up my claws tonight...
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Shit, all I post about these days are tests - another one today, and one on Thursday.

My cat turned 4 yesterday, and I made him a dinner of tuna smushed up with a raw egg; he fucking loved it to bits....

But he is going to the vet in the morning, which will involve much wailing... poor boy. Try explaining vaccinations to a whirling...
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I have a boy who loves me enough to deal with all my bullshit and help me sort my life out. This world rocks!

I have to study now, I have another test tomorrow....

Xx

I need to be more self-assured and confident. I get threatened by my boyfriend's exes and shite like that - which is stupid.

I haven't got a clean record myself - and yet I nitpick his past? That ain't fair.

I got 94% in a uni mock-exam - that's something to be pleased about!