Sex. It is what I think about for at least 85% of my day. It is a huge part of who I am. But no one really knows that. There are two completely different people I portray to the world. There's the person that I let all of my friends and family see. this proper, put together, well mannered young woman. But some men (and women) and now my husband (and some of you) see a a much more sexual person. I wish I could be this sexual being everyday, but I have like ZERO confidence in myself so, I doubt that will ever happen. My husband is awesome. He loves who I am and loves how I look and tells me so, and I love him for that. He lets me be me. he loves my tattoos and piercings, and before I met him that never happened. I was the girl that guys fucked and never told anyone about and that SUCKS! So guys.. if you'r doing that... KNOCK IT OFF! It really fucks with our heads! 
But now, my husband indulges my fantasies, however deep and dark and amazingly twisted they are! 
At times... I can be in charge and others completely used, which is my absolute favorite thing! 
It took me a long time to get comforatble with myself in the bedroom (or car, or park, or bar bathroom) and it took him to help me find that.
So... basically... I love my husband.. I love who he lets me be and who I am becoming with him.
But now, my husband indulges my fantasies, however deep and dark and amazingly twisted they are! At times... I can be in charge and others completely used, which is my absolute favorite thing! It took me a long time to get comforatble with myself in the bedroom (or car, or park, or bar bathroom) and it took him to help me find that.
So... basically... I love my husband.. I love who he lets me be and who I am becoming with him.
piratenate:
That's one of the most heartfelt things I've ever read! Really cool....we should all be so lucky to have what you do with your husband.
harperlee626:
Awww thanks! I'm glad it didn't make everyone feel all awkward and stuff!