Wow. Just wow. My wold feels like it did a 360 in a few weeks. I don't wntirely know what to think. At least I'm happy.And happy is something that is always good to feel.
I'm feeling displaced. AS if I've been picked up and ploppe into soem alternate universe where everything seems almost right, but not quite. I'm going crazy.
Anyway, far too much has been going on in the last 3 months to even begin to explain. It basically went like this:
July - I wasn't feeling quite so hot.
August - Spent most of my days relaxing on the beach and letting my problems sort themselves out. Firespan alot.
September - Started school. Met some... Read More
I am exhausted emotionally, physically, psycologically and spirtually. I'm so stressed out I've started pulling out my hair again. And it's all becaseu I'm a huge fuck up.
So that's it. I ending my relationship with Cody Sunday night. It was hard and horrible, but it's for the best. We are talking already, so I think we will be ok.
Even though I'm the one who ended our relationship, I have been prone to fits of tears over the last few days. But it's bound to happen after over a year with someone.... Read More
Well I'm glad to read your being positive(not that my opinion matters, I'm just some guy on the internet) its hard. "They" say it takes the average person about, a day or so for every month you were in the relationship to get over someone.
It's been a bit of aconfusing and unhappy time for me lately. I'm in the middle of a turning point inmy life, and I don't think that Cody is the right gu for me at this point. Sure we've been through a ton together, but it's just not happening right now.
Unfortunately, I'm still afraid to let go. My friends tell me, 'There are other... Read More
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