Wow. So much has changed over the last few weeks. I've been clean for a month now and that makes me feel so good. I am also off the happy pills and that is another big accomplishment.

GO TEAM ME!

I also have a new boy in my life who is a wonderful little creature. It's fun to just explore another person. I love the...
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Poison. Crazy. Lush.

Three words that decribe me perfectly.

My mind is seriously fucked up sometimes.
Zoloft here I come!

So I got my ass dumped. Big time. I cried in front of the college for a good hour adn then pulled myself together. Tis a new day. there are other fish in the sea. None quite like him, but who is like anyone else anyway?

PARTY ON DUDES!
I'M SINGLE AGAIN!
*dances*

I miss my mom. I miss my bed. I miss the best sex I've ever had.

I can't wait to get home.

RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT!!!!!

Why is it that I am constantly misinterpruted? Just because I'm friendly and open, does not mean I want or ever wanted to fuck you. When I talk to anyone I make direct eye contact, I laugh, I smile, I'm physical. I even laugh at peoples stupid jokes. This is who I am. I'So go fuck yourself because I'm sure...
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I want to do an abhorrent amount of drugs and curl up in my bed and disappear for a while.
I want affection with no strings attached.
I want stability.
I want to not feel the need to manipulate people.
I want to not have control issues.
I want love.
I want happiness.

Funny thing is, I'm the only one holding myself back.

I am feeling like a rather happy homemaker today. I have started on my PJ bottoms for a cute boy of sorts as well as made some rocking vegan brownies (which are soo gooey and chewey and yummy yum yum) I lvoe just hanging out at home some days.

Tonight though, will be a night of mayhem and bad behavior for me and my girls...
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Well It's almost 2006. ANd we all know what that means...Reine's "YEAR IN A GLANCE" post on some blog somewhere. So shall we begin?

January: I started off the year very very confused about my relationship with Cody. I had some really defining moments in that short month, including having his ebst friend tell me he was in love with me. COnfusing shit to say...
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Wow. I so haven't been on here in a while. That is mostly because of my slow crappy computer of well, crap. Oh well that will be fixed soon I hope.

As for my life, I appear to have found a beautiful creature that I am spending a lot of time with. Let's call him my special freind of sorts. THose of you who actually...
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