And she is back!!!! How exciting is that?

Anyway, far too much has been going on in the last 3 months to even begin to explain. It basically went like this:

July - I wasn't feeling quite so hot.
August - Spent most of my days relaxing on the beach and letting my problems sort themselves out. Firespan alot.
September - Started school. Met some...
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He makes a point of letting me know.

I am exhausted emotionally, physically, psycologically and spirtually. I'm so stressed out I've started pulling out my hair again. And it's all becaseu I'm a huge fuck up.

So that's it. I ending my relationship with Cody Sunday night. It was hard and horrible, but it's for the best. We are talking already, so I think we will be ok.

Even though I'm the one who ended our relationship, I have been prone to fits of tears over the last few days. But it's bound to happen after over a year with someone....
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It's been a bit of aconfusing and unhappy time for me lately. I'm in the middle of a turning point inmy life, and I don't think that Cody is the right gu for me at this point. Sure we've been through a ton together, but it's just not happening right now.

Unfortunately, I'm still afraid to let go. My friends tell me, 'There are other...
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I'm going home today! I am happy! So freaking happy!

Visha has a new set. I have been waiting forever for that! *swoons*

Well now. I need something.

I hate it when I let someone elses actions effect me this much. I'm just so mad at him and it's making me really anxious. Which blows. I ahven't left the house, save toi walk the dog, all day. And a mayjority of that has been in my bed, trying to sleep. Fucker,

Fuck you Ryan. I can't stand you right now. You fucked up and I'm never gonna let you live it down. Asshole.

I'm in Fernie for a tad bit of time. I'm bored becasue everyone is working. Lame.

Indeed the days are getting longer. Indeed my heart seems to bleed a little less, which is always a plus. None of it matters though. IT"S FUCKING SUMMER!