harlowann

I haven't been to work the last 3 days I just feel icky and gross. Luckily my boss is the most amazing guy in the world and understands. I love him.

I'm tired of not being with the boy. It puts such a strain on everything. Tomorrow is our year and a half. But the thing is.. I haven't seen him for 6 MONTHS! I'm tired of it. It will be another month or two till i can see him again. Then hopefully in August i'll be able to move in with him. But to be honest I'm scared to get my hopes up. I'm scared that its gonna be like what happened in December. Its gonna be a week before i'm supposed to move down there and we both realize it would be irresponsible and i stay. I don't want that to happen again. I'm really scared to be honest.. Ug, Well, we're hoping that i'm gonna get this school loan and it'll help.. Plus everything i've been able to save [which isn't alot by any means!] Oh well, Sorry for the vent session.

On a happier note.. I got accepted to the University of Phoenix Just for their online classes and stuff. But yay me? AND my financial aid covers all of my tuition except $3,000. So thats awesome. I'll be able to take out A LOT more of a school loan because my parents think I'm gonna have to get more than that out to pay. I know... Shame on me. But i could really use the money and I might as well milk the system while i can!! So anyways, i'm kinda excited. I still have to do a whole bunch of shit in order to get 100% completely done with the whole process. But i'm accepted and start the "training classes" Today. Then real classes start in a couple weeks.

Woo hoo.. Things are FINALLY starting to come together

How's everyones week? I kinda feel out of the loop lately. I don't know why. I guess I'm just not keeping up with Suicide Girls as much as i have in the past!! Shame on me AGAIN!