I know this could wind up being the single most irresponsible thing i've done in my life.
But i want to just move to dallas. I want to forget about EVERYTHING that is here. I don't want to live here. I would move down there with NO car, NO place to live, NO job, and NO money. There is just nothing for me here anymore. Absolutely NOTHING I have no job, My friends are all off at other colleges, My best friend has ditched me completely for her controlling and emotionally abusive boyfriend, I'm not in school, my family could really care less about me they all think I'm a failure at life already... NOTHING is tying me down here. I feel like i'm in the same place i was back in December. I don't know what to do. I just want to leave this place for good. I crave the adventure I can't find here. I crave to do something so spontaneous I, myself wouldn't even be sure about it. I'm young and probably a little nieve about the world. But that's just the thing. I want to get out there... there is SO much more to life outside of this God forsaken state... I just want to leave. I just want to move to Dallas.. That's all i think about anymore. I'm just so depressed. Nothing in my life is going the way that it should.
All I want is to be happy. At this point, I feel like getting out of here and just leaving is the only thing that is going to make that happen again.
But i want to just move to dallas. I want to forget about EVERYTHING that is here. I don't want to live here. I would move down there with NO car, NO place to live, NO job, and NO money. There is just nothing for me here anymore. Absolutely NOTHING I have no job, My friends are all off at other colleges, My best friend has ditched me completely for her controlling and emotionally abusive boyfriend, I'm not in school, my family could really care less about me they all think I'm a failure at life already... NOTHING is tying me down here. I feel like i'm in the same place i was back in December. I don't know what to do. I just want to leave this place for good. I crave the adventure I can't find here. I crave to do something so spontaneous I, myself wouldn't even be sure about it. I'm young and probably a little nieve about the world. But that's just the thing. I want to get out there... there is SO much more to life outside of this God forsaken state... I just want to leave. I just want to move to Dallas.. That's all i think about anymore. I'm just so depressed. Nothing in my life is going the way that it should.
All I want is to be happy. At this point, I feel like getting out of here and just leaving is the only thing that is going to make that happen again.
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spacelola:
This is sooo my style... Pack up and leave... It's what I do best.... I personally think a new start always makes things better for awhile.....
nacho1:
you got to do what is nest for you. just dont burn any bridges that could help you out if you had to come back. trust me on this. if you ever visit the atlanta area let me know and well have a blast. good luck!