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South Africa

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Wednesday Nov 21, 2007

Nov 21, 2007
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heres a pic i took yesterday:


and one i took today, i found some purple clip in streaks which i put in my hair and trimmed to blend in, everyone loved them and so did i.



i like showing that im different. i guess i get so frustrated here because im not being who i really want to be. i WANT different coloured hair and lots of tattoos. it gets me thinking about what im doing with my life and hoping im not using travelling to escape responsibility some more. but really im hoping that traveling will expose me to inspiring people and i will experience things that will engineer my creative future.

i considered spending a year in new zealand insted of in sydney, but i think i will stick with going to sydney. maybe ill spend 3 months in coogee beach and 3 months in manly and 3 months on the gold coast and 3 months somewhere else with visits to new zealand and fiji along the way. and bali and indo. and then at the end of the year visit hawaii, SoCal and costa rica. i want to live and work in sydney, take pole dancing and wing chung classes and do some weight training. and surfing of course. i want to get fit and strong and flexible.

i think maybe im thinking too much about stuff and i just need to remember that traveling will open up so much to me. i want to feel like i am free to do whatever i want. right now, im waitressing in a smart restaurant.

anyway, soon, i will have nearly 600 saved. it costs around 750 for a one way flight. i want to book it now, but then i will definately need 2000 for the visa... i might have to leave later than january, but im going in anycase. i have made a commitment.

you know how i was talking about doing affirmations - that your thoughts become reality?
well, one of them is me saying "i love my long and lustrous hair" and i SWEAR my hair is noticeably longer each day. it seems to be growing a lot faster than usual.

ive been saying other things like - my body is strong and flexible. i think im going to change it to, "i love my strong and flexible body". as well as "i love my perfect eyesight" it would be great to not have to wear contact lenses anymore!

before i go to sleep tonight im going to write out what im thankful for. its true - the universe gives you more of what you appreciate. you also get what you think about most, so its no good thinking about what you dont want or what you dont like cos youll only get more of it. you get what you focus on, so only focus on what you want and are grateful for!

im going to get some crayons and draw colourful affirmations on paper and stick them around the house to remind me to be thankful and think positive. i need to change my future. i want to appreciate every day that i am blessed with life on this planet.

i mean, whats my other choice? yeah. thought so. and id rather choose this. kiss

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