Happy New Year!
Well, almost. This year has started with a lot of shit! 1st, Ive got a nasty cold AND gential herpes (oh fun!) which seem to have come out of no-where and are NOT comfortable. And my best friend tried to kill himself a couple night ago. If it wasnt for me calling everyone I know in South Africa and getting his flatmate to him, he probably wouldnt be alive today and I would be a wreck. Oh, and Ive also run out of all that money I made lapdancing and with a cold and fanny spots, I cant go back to work. What fun. I had to tell my poor boyfriend to get himself checked. Neither of us has cheated on eachother so god knows where these have come from!!! I was checked only a few months ago and came up clear for everthing, so I dont know how I got them
All I know is I want them, and this cold to fuck off so I can get on with my life. I had big plans for this year.
Boyf has practically proposed to me also. He's started talking about making plans to include me in his future and Im like sitting there thinking, honey, I like you but I want to go see the world and Im certainly not sure if I want to marry you! We've only been dating since the end of October! He keeps trying to say I love you and Im like, "mgfjfnsd" and put the phone down. I dont love him, that takes a long time for me and a pretty amazing person to make me love them fast. He's a good guy. He cooks and cleans and has a big dick and is passionate in bed, thinks im hot and beautiful and wants to take care of me and make me happy so yeah, on paper, he sounds perfect, but im not getting that got to hav him for ever and ever feeling. I just want us to enjoy eachother's company until I go travelling. I never expected "him 4 me 4 eva"...
Well, almost. This year has started with a lot of shit! 1st, Ive got a nasty cold AND gential herpes (oh fun!) which seem to have come out of no-where and are NOT comfortable. And my best friend tried to kill himself a couple night ago. If it wasnt for me calling everyone I know in South Africa and getting his flatmate to him, he probably wouldnt be alive today and I would be a wreck. Oh, and Ive also run out of all that money I made lapdancing and with a cold and fanny spots, I cant go back to work. What fun. I had to tell my poor boyfriend to get himself checked. Neither of us has cheated on eachother so god knows where these have come from!!! I was checked only a few months ago and came up clear for everthing, so I dont know how I got them
All I know is I want them, and this cold to fuck off so I can get on with my life. I had big plans for this year.
Boyf has practically proposed to me also. He's started talking about making plans to include me in his future and Im like sitting there thinking, honey, I like you but I want to go see the world and Im certainly not sure if I want to marry you! We've only been dating since the end of October! He keeps trying to say I love you and Im like, "mgfjfnsd" and put the phone down. I dont love him, that takes a long time for me and a pretty amazing person to make me love them fast. He's a good guy. He cooks and cleans and has a big dick and is passionate in bed, thinks im hot and beautiful and wants to take care of me and make me happy so yeah, on paper, he sounds perfect, but im not getting that got to hav him for ever and ever feeling. I just want us to enjoy eachother's company until I go travelling. I never expected "him 4 me 4 eva"...
get well soon.