Read an article in UK Glamour about Adderell, a drug prescribed for ADHD sufferers, like ritalin, except this drug is more like coke. Did a search now on Google for it, lots of messages from parents giving their kids all kinds of things to help with the ADHD. it fucks me off no end that people give their kids pills to take! doctors told my mom to put me on Ritalin and she refused. I was highly intelligent and active yes, but you just needed to know how to handle me. Listen to your kids and learn to work with them, dont give them drugs so they work with you idiots!
Ive gone through my whole life, ADHD, depression, anxiety, etc without taking prescription drugs. yes, I spent 10yrs taking recreational drugs and I truly believe that ecstacy turned my life around. It calmed me down and helped me to see things in a different light. Ive grown for the better ever since I took ecstacy when I was 16. unfortunataly i took shit like Ketamine when I was in my mid 20's but only for about a year and ill never touch it again as much as I enjoyed it while I did it, its a dangerous drug. yeah, ive done coke and speed too, but that was all part of my clubbing life back then. i still do coke now and then now too, but i do it cos im bored. Im so painfully bored with my life.
Everytime I imagine a new tattoo on my body, i always see it while im sitting on a surfboard in the ocean laughing at my friend just before we duck dive a wave. funny that...
The girls from work and I went to this touristy club called The Roadhouse in Covent Garden last night. I bought 7 tequilas and a double jack and coke and it cost 35! haha!
We proceeded to dance the night away and I really let lose. My intercostal muscle didnt hurt at all even though i was a right little beyonc/fergie peas! hahaha! the boys all stood and watched as usual and i gave an impromtu lapdance to this guy who eventually took my number. i got nicely tipsy and got into bed at around 4am. i stupidly sent text msgs to Jay, about how i like having sex with him but i dont like asking for it. i sent one to Brent saying I just want a guy who will fuck me and feed me coke. he sent one back at about 3:30am saying he's got coke and there are some sexy straight guys with him. God how I wish I could go back. Sometimes I think about getting my British passport and going back for a summer to wrk with Brent on his social PR stuff and have a laugh, then on to America for their summer, then on to Australia for their summer. There are so many hot Australians, it wont take me long to get married. Or an STD haha! funny how Ive managed to never get an STD even after all the sex Ive had and the people Ive slept with...
God lets not talk about sex, I just want it everyday.
You know I definately enjoy performing, but in a sexy way. I love getting guys hot. I just wish I didnt have to do it in a lapdancing club. How can I do it on stage only? I have always loved inciting lust from dancing, even since I was like 6yrs old. I remember when I started my dancing career dancing on the bars in Rosebank, then I got asked to dance for the clubs.
I love having an audience.
Been reading Shealan's column, and he has all these projects on the go. I wish I could download his knowledge into my head. I know if I knew what he does, Id also have a lot of stuff on the go.
I need to get a flat like his with a big computer, double bed, and decks. I mean, the first thing I do when I get out of my bed is walk the two steps to my pc and switch it on, THEN I go pee. I often dont get stuff done cos I end up sitting at my pc for hours. Id probably have a hard body if I didnt have a pc...
Ive been thinking about getting a bar job at the Redback in Acton so I can do only bar work and met some young people like me maybe. But I really need to get this frikkin website on the go and make money from that cos I am earning pittance in a frikkin bar job. oh and I need to start getting signed up with casting agencies too. dont forget!
currently listening to: Dj Zinc podcast
Ive gone through my whole life, ADHD, depression, anxiety, etc without taking prescription drugs. yes, I spent 10yrs taking recreational drugs and I truly believe that ecstacy turned my life around. It calmed me down and helped me to see things in a different light. Ive grown for the better ever since I took ecstacy when I was 16. unfortunataly i took shit like Ketamine when I was in my mid 20's but only for about a year and ill never touch it again as much as I enjoyed it while I did it, its a dangerous drug. yeah, ive done coke and speed too, but that was all part of my clubbing life back then. i still do coke now and then now too, but i do it cos im bored. Im so painfully bored with my life.
Everytime I imagine a new tattoo on my body, i always see it while im sitting on a surfboard in the ocean laughing at my friend just before we duck dive a wave. funny that...
The girls from work and I went to this touristy club called The Roadhouse in Covent Garden last night. I bought 7 tequilas and a double jack and coke and it cost 35! haha!
We proceeded to dance the night away and I really let lose. My intercostal muscle didnt hurt at all even though i was a right little beyonc/fergie peas! hahaha! the boys all stood and watched as usual and i gave an impromtu lapdance to this guy who eventually took my number. i got nicely tipsy and got into bed at around 4am. i stupidly sent text msgs to Jay, about how i like having sex with him but i dont like asking for it. i sent one to Brent saying I just want a guy who will fuck me and feed me coke. he sent one back at about 3:30am saying he's got coke and there are some sexy straight guys with him. God how I wish I could go back. Sometimes I think about getting my British passport and going back for a summer to wrk with Brent on his social PR stuff and have a laugh, then on to America for their summer, then on to Australia for their summer. There are so many hot Australians, it wont take me long to get married. Or an STD haha! funny how Ive managed to never get an STD even after all the sex Ive had and the people Ive slept with...
God lets not talk about sex, I just want it everyday.
You know I definately enjoy performing, but in a sexy way. I love getting guys hot. I just wish I didnt have to do it in a lapdancing club. How can I do it on stage only? I have always loved inciting lust from dancing, even since I was like 6yrs old. I remember when I started my dancing career dancing on the bars in Rosebank, then I got asked to dance for the clubs.
I love having an audience.
Been reading Shealan's column, and he has all these projects on the go. I wish I could download his knowledge into my head. I know if I knew what he does, Id also have a lot of stuff on the go.
I need to get a flat like his with a big computer, double bed, and decks. I mean, the first thing I do when I get out of my bed is walk the two steps to my pc and switch it on, THEN I go pee. I often dont get stuff done cos I end up sitting at my pc for hours. Id probably have a hard body if I didnt have a pc...
Ive been thinking about getting a bar job at the Redback in Acton so I can do only bar work and met some young people like me maybe. But I really need to get this frikkin website on the go and make money from that cos I am earning pittance in a frikkin bar job. oh and I need to start getting signed up with casting agencies too. dont forget!
currently listening to: Dj Zinc podcast
Are you going to be Harlow Suicide sometime soon?