wow, i only have to be at work at 4pm today, its so nice to be able to spend time in my room and sort my shit out that has been accumulating over the weeks cos ive been too busy to do anything apart from sleep in between shifts.
gonna go check out the gym down the road from my house, maybe even go on the sunbed since i havent had a chance to lie in the sun and today is overcast for the first time in a week!
i worked out, from saturday to friday this week i will have worked 63 hours!!! and all ill get for my trouble is about 270. fucking sucks. still, the tips keep me from using my bank account and cos i work so many shifts, i never have to buy my own food. im also losing weight slowly. i weigh 58kgs (9.12 stone) which is much better than the 63kgs i weighed recently. when i start weight training again and get my days free to go running, ill lose even more, but its not so much losing as wanting to be firm and to fit into my favourite diesel jeans again!
i am loving the smoothies i make for myself. what a great idea it was to buy a blender. i put half a punnet of strawberries in, 1/4 to a half a pot or organic natural yoghurt, a table spoon of organic honey and away we go! nice meal if the food at work is uninspiring.
there are two courses i want to go on in july. 1st one is an acting class for 2 weeks, all day tues - sat. and the next one is straight after that and is video production and editing for a week mon - fri all day and i just realised it would be so much better for me to do full day courses for a week than evening courses once a week for 12 weeks. the acting course costs 230 and the film course costs 215. it will also mean i start a habit of working nights only.
had dinner with mom last night to discuss my website plan. she was lukewarm about it. sometimes i think she is so caught up in her own world. i dont know. she is so thin right now. she looks good, but still she only weighs like 53kgs. she says she wants to become an escort or topshelf model. im like ma, youve just turned 48. yeah, you have a great body, but your face shows the sun damage and well i guess i just dont want her to get hurt.
anyway, started reading some good books last night. kiss my tiara (female empowerment) and mama gena's owners and operators guide to men which is pretty funny.
oh this cute boy from the interior decorating company whos staff are always in the pub watching the footy came in the other day with 4 of the guys from the company. i swear they only hire good looking australians, ive met four of them from the same company now! anyway, he had a lip rin and two eyebrow rings and a holed earlobe and was so damn CUTE! mr healy, i looked at his debit card hehe. apparently he wants to give me his number.
apparently this other guy was checking me out at work the other day. i didnt notice and i was surprised. emily says i am drop dead gorgeous. i dont see it. i can be, but im not every day. i want to be happy and enthusiastic. energetic and magnetic.
yeah, if im going to waitress, i gotta have other things on the go. these courses will be good for me. theyll inspire me and i will meet other like minded people. insted of buying a laptop just yet, i can go on the courses. and on the side, keep working on the website idea. when mom leaves her job at the end of the month, we're gonna do shoots for my website and im gonna get simon to help me set up a new professional looking one and get damn ticketsclub to set up a members area for me! Miss Honeychild
why do my best ideas come to me when i am in that place between sleep and wake. they just flow so easily and if i wake up to write it down, it doesnt flow so good... maybe its cos thats wen im most relaxed.
british passport
money
flat
dj
website
travel.
kiss my tiara says now is the time to be waitressing and exploring my options and travelling. i am still ok even tho i am nearly 28!
and i will never meet a guy if i have nothing to say for myself. so what do you do? oh, im a waitress. that all? um yeah...
no no no lisa! im waitressing while i take courses and work out at the gym and i have little projects on the go. thats it lisa. get the website up with photos for members and save the money to travel once you get your british passport. everything else is just gravy.
gonna go check out the gym down the road from my house, maybe even go on the sunbed since i havent had a chance to lie in the sun and today is overcast for the first time in a week!
i worked out, from saturday to friday this week i will have worked 63 hours!!! and all ill get for my trouble is about 270. fucking sucks. still, the tips keep me from using my bank account and cos i work so many shifts, i never have to buy my own food. im also losing weight slowly. i weigh 58kgs (9.12 stone) which is much better than the 63kgs i weighed recently. when i start weight training again and get my days free to go running, ill lose even more, but its not so much losing as wanting to be firm and to fit into my favourite diesel jeans again!
i am loving the smoothies i make for myself. what a great idea it was to buy a blender. i put half a punnet of strawberries in, 1/4 to a half a pot or organic natural yoghurt, a table spoon of organic honey and away we go! nice meal if the food at work is uninspiring.
there are two courses i want to go on in july. 1st one is an acting class for 2 weeks, all day tues - sat. and the next one is straight after that and is video production and editing for a week mon - fri all day and i just realised it would be so much better for me to do full day courses for a week than evening courses once a week for 12 weeks. the acting course costs 230 and the film course costs 215. it will also mean i start a habit of working nights only.
had dinner with mom last night to discuss my website plan. she was lukewarm about it. sometimes i think she is so caught up in her own world. i dont know. she is so thin right now. she looks good, but still she only weighs like 53kgs. she says she wants to become an escort or topshelf model. im like ma, youve just turned 48. yeah, you have a great body, but your face shows the sun damage and well i guess i just dont want her to get hurt.
anyway, started reading some good books last night. kiss my tiara (female empowerment) and mama gena's owners and operators guide to men which is pretty funny.
oh this cute boy from the interior decorating company whos staff are always in the pub watching the footy came in the other day with 4 of the guys from the company. i swear they only hire good looking australians, ive met four of them from the same company now! anyway, he had a lip rin and two eyebrow rings and a holed earlobe and was so damn CUTE! mr healy, i looked at his debit card hehe. apparently he wants to give me his number.
apparently this other guy was checking me out at work the other day. i didnt notice and i was surprised. emily says i am drop dead gorgeous. i dont see it. i can be, but im not every day. i want to be happy and enthusiastic. energetic and magnetic.
yeah, if im going to waitress, i gotta have other things on the go. these courses will be good for me. theyll inspire me and i will meet other like minded people. insted of buying a laptop just yet, i can go on the courses. and on the side, keep working on the website idea. when mom leaves her job at the end of the month, we're gonna do shoots for my website and im gonna get simon to help me set up a new professional looking one and get damn ticketsclub to set up a members area for me! Miss Honeychild
why do my best ideas come to me when i am in that place between sleep and wake. they just flow so easily and if i wake up to write it down, it doesnt flow so good... maybe its cos thats wen im most relaxed.
british passport
money
flat
dj
website
travel.
kiss my tiara says now is the time to be waitressing and exploring my options and travelling. i am still ok even tho i am nearly 28!
and i will never meet a guy if i have nothing to say for myself. so what do you do? oh, im a waitress. that all? um yeah...
no no no lisa! im waitressing while i take courses and work out at the gym and i have little projects on the go. thats it lisa. get the website up with photos for members and save the money to travel once you get your british passport. everything else is just gravy.