bipolar.
HEAD:
stay in london, send off your british naturalisation application, wait approx. six months for it to be approved (and be without passport and therefor no foreign travel for the duration), apply for british passport. in the mean time, buy laptop, set up financial domination website again and save moola to go travelling once that passport is mine. oh and try and get into shape/spend weekends surfing UK waters, money permitting.
HEART:
if US embassy grants me a visitors visa, use all the money i have left to buy a flight to san diego, spend a month travelling up to LA with a week's visit to Oahu and then come back to london to slave away to pay back the credit card bill, send off naturalisation application and see above...
thing is, if i stay here till i get my british passport sometime near december, it will be winter. so i will be wanting to visit australia cos ill be damned if i spend another winter in this city - ITS ALWAYS FUCKING WINTER HERE. ive spent the past seven years in winter time, ive had ENOUGH.
right now, its the 30th may. its like 9 degrees in my room and i just made fingerless gloves out of thigh high socks cos im so damn cold! WTF!?!?!? i cannot and WILL NOT live in a cold country any more. NO MORE.
HEAD:
stay in london, send off your british naturalisation application, wait approx. six months for it to be approved (and be without passport and therefor no foreign travel for the duration), apply for british passport. in the mean time, buy laptop, set up financial domination website again and save moola to go travelling once that passport is mine. oh and try and get into shape/spend weekends surfing UK waters, money permitting.
HEART:
if US embassy grants me a visitors visa, use all the money i have left to buy a flight to san diego, spend a month travelling up to LA with a week's visit to Oahu and then come back to london to slave away to pay back the credit card bill, send off naturalisation application and see above...
thing is, if i stay here till i get my british passport sometime near december, it will be winter. so i will be wanting to visit australia cos ill be damned if i spend another winter in this city - ITS ALWAYS FUCKING WINTER HERE. ive spent the past seven years in winter time, ive had ENOUGH.
right now, its the 30th may. its like 9 degrees in my room and i just made fingerless gloves out of thigh high socks cos im so damn cold! WTF!?!?!? i cannot and WILL NOT live in a cold country any more. NO MORE.
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but im still holding on to the dream that i can spend summer in america...
and why spend only the summer?? tired of living in the winter? why not try paradise?
lets get you over here, and start you modelling. it's only the beginning.