i went to work, as usual, had a few drinks, made people buy me loads of jagerbobms (jaegermeister in a half glass of red bull) and then went to red square after work and went mental on thr dancefloor to the coolest, hardest techno. i was so drunk and dancing ont he podium and i fell off twice,...
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Today I expected to get paid just like 50 for the 2 shifts i did last week and instead Ive been paid 300! Im really hoping its not an error and is in fact tax back... Cos Ive now put 100 in my rent savings account, paid my 85...
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I hate this program so much! I cant believe how intense it is! Sometimes I even have to leave the room!
ARGH!
She actually wants to call in sick to watch the last disc cos we are so...
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My ankle is still fucked and today worse than before and I couldnt stand or walk on it, so Ive been sitting alone at home all day with no food and tonight I called 3 people I know who live in the roads around my house to ask if they wouldnt mind going to the shop for me cos...
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i know that my whole personality has changed because i know that people meet me and then dont get very close to me. they just seem to stay on the outskirts. why is everyone so scared of me?
Having met you in person I thought you were cool - but quite distant - I mean we only kinda hung out for part of an evening but I didn't get the feeling that you wanted to share (not body fluids, but thoughts and feeling) - I know you better from your blog 
yeah we talked about some cool stuff, but it just didn't seem very open. Maybe you just thought i was a prat?
why am i the girl all the guys like but dont want to be anywhere near? im always the girl theyll fuck once. oh, they all like me, especially the taken ones, but they dont want to BE with me. they dont even want to be a friend and hang out with me.
Well come hang out then love to make your aquaintance again...
i ended up walking to the shop and i cried cos of the pain and the worst part of it all is i forgot to buy cigarettes!!!!!
Shall I put some ciggs in the post ? 
Don't you have a grocery delivery company down there - like Waitrose or Ocado?
im so fucking sick of trying to make friends but no one really is a real friend. someone who is there for you no matter what.
Try me. Got nothin to lose, Rumour has it that I make a pretty descent friend. The "no matter what" type friendship grows over time. Not offering that, but i got ears and time
Hope you feel better soon - try not to hate all men, we're not all arseholes
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i can assure you that you are certainly not a boy
With lips like sugar, eyes like meat... I've watched men come, go and cheat...
I sleep to dream and dream of sleep
I had a dream Joe..
That your hands were raised up to the sky
And your mouth was covered in foam.
I've been Crucified, Justified, and Mortified by my behaviour.
Both feminine and masculine, I am...
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But, this now means that I can spend the days when there is no surf teaching myself Dreamweaver and Photoshop so I can make myself spangly new websites for...
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but anyway, what i wanted to say was, i think i am bipolar. there are definately two sides to me.
the surf chick.
and the alternative chick. and i mean alternative in the coloured hair, tattoos, suicide girl way.
my hair is a...
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marriage isnt all its cracked up to be....i would trade a marriage for commitment anyday.
SG Mission Checklist:
* dyed hair
* more tattoos
* photoshoot
I think I might have a gambling theme...
Ah well, in the meantime, I am going for a surf (in the sea!). Got kickboxing class tonight too.
I shall leave you all with this:...
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I have an 'american accent' and even with practice I don't think I could say that with a straight face.