Ok. It's finally time to sit down and talk about the craziness of the past few days. Ive been putting it off. Its been good and bad.
Starting with the bad:
My very best friend passed away very early Wed. morning after a long battle with Luekemia. He fought so hard. He felt so much pain. And thru it all...he was still there for me. It was a major shock to me since he wouldnt let me know how bad he was doing. I truly thought he was oon his way to recovering. I loved him dearly and I will miss him every day.
I spent several days after that completely lost. I drug myself thru my days trying to hold myself together and do what needed to be done and breaking down all over again every time I was able to stop and take a breath. That still happens from time to time and I imagine it will for a while.
The better part of my saturday was spent watching my kids soccer games. It was entirely to hot and I have decided that all summer sports in Arizon should be held indoors.
I had planned on spending the rest of the weekend at home, mourning, wollowing in the misery of it all.....but my sister in law talked me out of it. She convinced me I needed to come stay the night with her in Tucson and go with her to a pool party she was going to with all her roller derby friends. Im glad I did. I had so much fun and met an incredible group of ladies. I dont have many girlfriends and I feel I made some new ones. So Thats good. We played beer pong and got roudy and it was great to just let loose for a little while. Foret all my problems.
Other then that, no good news to report reallly. So ton lighter the mood I will leave you all with some random phone pics.....
And last...but not least...a booty shot!
Starting with the bad:
My very best friend passed away very early Wed. morning after a long battle with Luekemia. He fought so hard. He felt so much pain. And thru it all...he was still there for me. It was a major shock to me since he wouldnt let me know how bad he was doing. I truly thought he was oon his way to recovering. I loved him dearly and I will miss him every day.
I spent several days after that completely lost. I drug myself thru my days trying to hold myself together and do what needed to be done and breaking down all over again every time I was able to stop and take a breath. That still happens from time to time and I imagine it will for a while.
The better part of my saturday was spent watching my kids soccer games. It was entirely to hot and I have decided that all summer sports in Arizon should be held indoors.
I had planned on spending the rest of the weekend at home, mourning, wollowing in the misery of it all.....but my sister in law talked me out of it. She convinced me I needed to come stay the night with her in Tucson and go with her to a pool party she was going to with all her roller derby friends. Im glad I did. I had so much fun and met an incredible group of ladies. I dont have many girlfriends and I feel I made some new ones. So Thats good. We played beer pong and got roudy and it was great to just let loose for a little while. Foret all my problems.
Other then that, no good news to report reallly. So ton lighter the mood I will leave you all with some random phone pics.....
And last...but not least...a booty shot!
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Your son looks adorable though. He must get that from his mom.