harlet

Its been a wierd day for me. I spent some time thinking about the passing of someone I loved dearly a year ago. Perhaps I tortured myself with it and barried myself to deep in memories. But I had the comfort of a good friend that I love dearly. Then I lost a friend. Someone I consider a good friend. He has a girlfriend now and can no longer talk to me. That really hurt my already fragile feelings. And now its raining outside. Which is actually lovely and calming.