well... good news and bad news
i went to the docs about my back.. they took X-rays and shit... my ankles we're all swollen so they were alittle freaked out about that... so they ran tests and shit and made me stay over night.
.... 2 days in the hospital later
i got's me a disease called Sarcoidosis...
its a lung disease... non-fatal, not contagous and it'll most likely go away on its own... that's the good news
im putting up a good front to everyone but im a little freaked out... i feel so vulnarable and weak. it's not like me. im the guy that can make anything happen. im the guy that goes the extra mile and feels no pain. im the guy that never needs anyone and who's always there for you.
im a little depressed and scared... i dont like it.
Niezche said "what ever doesn't kill you makes you stonger"
i agree, but it should be added: what ever does kill you can also make you bone numbingly week
i went to the docs about my back.. they took X-rays and shit... my ankles we're all swollen so they were alittle freaked out about that... so they ran tests and shit and made me stay over night.
.... 2 days in the hospital later
i got's me a disease called Sarcoidosis...
its a lung disease... non-fatal, not contagous and it'll most likely go away on its own... that's the good news
im putting up a good front to everyone but im a little freaked out... i feel so vulnarable and weak. it's not like me. im the guy that can make anything happen. im the guy that goes the extra mile and feels no pain. im the guy that never needs anyone and who's always there for you.
im a little depressed and scared... i dont like it.
Niezche said "what ever doesn't kill you makes you stonger"
i agree, but it should be added: what ever does kill you can also make you bone numbingly week
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