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you would think it'd be good, and that id be ok. but you'd be wrong. she finished me last night by just not talking, hows that for not helpful. im fucked off to the highest degree, its not just that, but i dont want to rant for all time. Jon xx

so yea, i saw her again finally, (katie that is) and it seems ok, im gonna see her on tues, and i think it could be good Jon xx

fine fine cherry, ill update it, i STILL havent seen this girl, she is now contaigously ill so i have gotten the number of some other girl who is nice. but its ok i wont see her until after xmas cos she has gone home for then. so ya know, i reckon this thing with me n katie (this younger girl) should be resolved one...
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i feel somewhat better methinks, i found a new girl - but she is only 17... eep! what do i do here? plus that girl who i saw in spiders and wanted to fuck was there again, and she was just about wearing her shirt!!! woot!! ahh well things ought to resolve themselves... and robin, im ALWAYS free for you Jon xx

so yea,.... what to say but i feel a cunt cos i had to dump my girl. i had to cos i cheated on her when i was stupidly drunk, i dont think i'll ever learn.