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BLLLLAAAHHHHH!
Ok So thankfully my husband does not plan to leave me. (yet) I don't really even know what made him say what he said. He just told me now that he knows that he dosen't want a divorce even if he seemed serious at the time. I don't understand because I honestly thought that he was going to leave me. He normaly doesn't say things that he doesn't mean even if he's really mad.

Besides that stress I'm sick, some kind of flu.

Besides that a good friend of my family died of cancer on friday. My mom has known him and his wife for 35 years and is really really upset. So ok this is going to sound reallly mean but you have to remeber that I have alot going on right now. I have SO many things to take care of and I don't need one more (hysterical mother) thing to deal with. It is not my job to babysit my mother, it's my sisters job. (cruel? maybe) She has no children, no house, no husband. She only works parttime. She lives with my mother. But was she there to console my greiving mother??? NO! SO here I am, sick as a dog, about the vomit at any moment. And my mother is hysterical crying OUTSIDE the funeral home! It's 97 degrees outside! I kepted asking her if she wanted to go back in or go to a restruant or something. But no. She just wanted to stand out in the scortching heat and broil. And bawl. I mean yes her friend did die. But can't you greive where it's cool?? yeah I'm being a bitch right now I don't feel well.