happycherries

OOOh things have been pretty stressfull here. My poor sister has been really depressed. SHe has bi-polar disorder. She's had some pretty crappy things happen to her in the last few months. She broke up with her boyfriend and moved into a new apartment by herself. SHe hasen't live alone in like 9 years. Also the family who adopted her baby decided that they didn't want to have and open adoption anymore. So she cannot see her only child anymore. SO this all came to a head earlier this week. She called me later in the evening the other night and was so distrought. She said that she just couldn't hold on anymore. I knew how she was thinking because she's been like this before. She was gonna try and kill herself. SO I talked to her for about and hour and a half. We decided that she needed to go into the hospital for some help. So my mom took her in. She's been in there since monday. She also has a problem with anorexia. Her weight has dropped about 40 lbs in less than a year. She's 5'7" and weighs about 107. So they're trying to work with her on that too. It's been a really hard time for me. I want to help her but I hate it when I feel like I'm parenting her. At least I know that for the time being she is safe.

In other news I went to a physical thearpist for my poor back and hips. The lady gave me this specail belt to try and keep my pelvis where it should be. I have to see her once a week. I guess to do excersises or something. So far I really don't feel a difference. But i haven't worked yet with the belt.

Chico keeps growing and I feel him move more and more. It's so nice to know that this little life is in me. And for right now only I can care for him. Jay continues to be super supportive. I love how close the two of us are right now. I feel like he'd do anything for me right now. I may need to take advantage of that. Just kididng