I'm sittin'here at work, pretty much just...sittin'. Wouldn't put it on my resume, but I have to say I have honed my sitting skills to a tee. People I work with, including my manager, marvel at my productivity and expound constantly on my value to the company and blah, blah, blah...I have them all fooled.
My office faces out towards our warehouse area and I sit with my back to the wall so while I am online at the SG site just peckin' away at my keyboard everyone that walks by thinks I am hard at work on something, little do they know, muwaa hahaha. I am sooooooo overpaid. Don't get me wrong, I do actual work, but I am left with all this free time, albeit manufactured free time, but it's there and would be a shame not to take advantage, nes pa?
Well, today it bit me in the ass. I may be able to fit into a smaller pair of jeans now, but it hurts just the same. I started thinking about my niece who's only two and how eventually I will not be around anymore. This is way off in the future and it's a fact of life I can't avoid. It just sucked to think about it.
Ember is such a pistol. She loves to talk and she loves to laugh. She loves to look at things and make up her own names for them. I could go on and on. Sadly, things won't always be as magical as they are now, but so far, it's been pretty frickin' cool and I hope it stays that way for as long as possible.
My office faces out towards our warehouse area and I sit with my back to the wall so while I am online at the SG site just peckin' away at my keyboard everyone that walks by thinks I am hard at work on something, little do they know, muwaa hahaha. I am sooooooo overpaid. Don't get me wrong, I do actual work, but I am left with all this free time, albeit manufactured free time, but it's there and would be a shame not to take advantage, nes pa?
Well, today it bit me in the ass. I may be able to fit into a smaller pair of jeans now, but it hurts just the same. I started thinking about my niece who's only two and how eventually I will not be around anymore. This is way off in the future and it's a fact of life I can't avoid. It just sucked to think about it.
Ember is such a pistol. She loves to talk and she loves to laugh. She loves to look at things and make up her own names for them. I could go on and on. Sadly, things won't always be as magical as they are now, but so far, it's been pretty frickin' cool and I hope it stays that way for as long as possible.
I say, unless the money is really good, blow that popsicle stand!
keep your fingers crossed. recently i interviewed for a new job that i'd REALLY like to take. they are supposed to make their decision by the end of this week. and failing that, i still have three other resumes out that i'm waiting to hear about.
hope is my floatie in the swimming pool of life.
I haven't meet Lavonne yet. I'll ask her about her photography.
I plan on majoring in Creative Writing. I hope it's the right decision.
You can't think about the future in that way.
We will leave a loved one behind eventually. But worrying about that can distract you from what's in front of you, right now. You don't want to miss these moments, so treasure them and savor them as long as you can.
That's all we can really do.