happyboy

I think when I was born either the instruction manual got lost or was never included in the box. Would certainly explain why no one, including myself, knows what do with me. My soul wasn't screwed in properly and is still loose. The parts of my brain that would have given me passion and the ability to see the point in anything were never snapped in. I don't know what happened to them, they probablely got thrown out with the trash or maybe our dog ate them and crapped them out somewhere in the backyard.

I don't belong anywhere, not even here. I only come here because I have nothing better to do and that is a sad and pathetic reason. I chat with people online that I have nothing in common with and on average are 8 to 10 years younger then me. What the fuck am I doing? If any of these people wanted to get together and actaully meet me I would never go through with it. I look at the calendar of events but, I'll never go to anything. Hell, I doubt I will ever post my profile pic. What the fuck am I doing?

Somewhere out there is a vibrant spirit that never came to be. They were supposed to get my body but, some one messed up and put me in instead. I guess that is why I don't believe in God, if he's real he's a bigger jack off then me.