this lazy/depression crap really blows ass...
life been moving along quite fast these days...i appears that writing in this journal and reading alot has axtaully improved my writing skills cuz' i got the english class that i wanted, too bad i royally f'ed up my math...i start school in a week..yay! it's going to e really wierd starting again after 6 years out, but they always say that you're never to...
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yesterday was such a great day. i finally got register for school again, finished my atr collection(except for the vidoe and im working on that), got blazin arrows(new blackilious btw it's REALLY great...my new wake up cd
), went down to ventura blvd and wondered around and just basically got outside for once. it's feels like my life is definity changing for the better, now...
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today is a pretty good day....made some key life decisions like going back to school..and pissed off some stupid asholes(who usually try to set me up at work)....anyway, i *think* im going to comicon this weekend and hopefully some of my old friends down there are throwing a day party or something (i miss those so much).... lates
life's been not so good as of late....1st: my mom is sick and going in the hospital....work sucks.....i've been generally fed-up with ppl....i broke my cd player...and well, life is generally not really good...anyways....gtg
wow...it's been a while since i updated this thing. anyways, went to altantis on sat. it was ok,but goldie photek doc scott ak1200 (basically everyone that i went to go see) didn't show. on a good note, i got to see some peeps that i havn't seen in a while and we ruled the circles all night
(i love breaking). the bad thing is that...
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alice:
yes, ATR! bad ass, though a little difficult to listen to in the car. makes me feel like i'm going to crash into something.... and yes, i was at q last weekend. i wasn't working that night, but manspeaker invited me to come. i work as the rave ticket collector girl in a box, the horrible sounds of house and trance bleeding into my ears. could be worse, i suppose, but too bad i'm one of 8 people on the face of the planet who can't fucking stand house and trance. not sure when i'm working again, but uhm, yeah. if there's a rave at q, chances are that i'm there, whether i'm running around trying to find the drum n bass room or i'm in the ticket box.
2am.....i got to get up for work in 3hrs and i'm not even sleepy yet. i gotta exerise or something to get rid of this insomia(i don't think i spelled that right). i started reading snow crash this week and that book kicks major booty
. i also had a rather odd collection of 80's songs going though my head. and lastly...i CAN'T GO TO...
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solisis:
FUCK YEAH! Happosai RULES! pretty ladies pretty ladies. it would make sense that he's here. I can't believe you like atari teenage riot (no offense)
what's the pineapple thing about? (I have reason for asking)
what's the pineapple thing about? (I have reason for asking)
today i took my mom home from my uncle's house(she's been sick for a while now). i really need to go see her more, but i really can't stand to be in a house with my dad for more than a couple of hours(we REALLY don't get along)...i feel really bad cuz' my mom kicks ass! definity one of the nicest ppl i've ever met...anyway...
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i bought a new moniter today!!!!!! no more 14inch for me
....and nvn...no more life for me, agian! .....just when i was getting tired of d2, well not really....anyway confuzzled boy gotta get some sleep now.... now i need ppl to play nvn with me.....gah!...

damn last night kicked so much ass....definity reminded me of why i listen to d'n'b, and it was techstep...i usaully don't get into techstep that much but but when it's done right it sooo good! others things that happened there definity boosted the night as well...saw 1 of my friend from back in my crew days...like 90-91ish..i think he is the only person besides me...
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