How I left....
Again, I wake up from a slumber waking up next to my biggest nightmare. Why am I spending so much time with her, bringing wedding bells into the picture definitely does not make life more bareable. She is not the one for me.. Well, I'm off to make another breakfast where my servings ar much too large. As I am starting to make batter for the pancakes. I start to realize I have been living this life much too long. Yup, I decided to pack my crap, load my car and find a better place to call home. Well, what was my catch...? Well, not with her.
She finially asked "what are you doing laundry"? Wieth a somewhat satisfying yet cynical smile, I defliver a quick "no".. The answer was short but appropriate. All I kept feeling was this excitement and vindication as all my belongings and and true loves where carried off to my car. "Where you going" she asks again. So with a surge of anger and a flash back of how shitty I have felt or was feeling, the only thing that exploded out of my mouth with complet justice was "fuck off!" There she was standing with ust her towel, damp from a quick wash. In disbelief she stood.. As I am casualy throwing the "what once was" house key, I said " take care" she replies "what about me" with a confused look on her face almost as if she was trying to read chinese, but I could only think of my misery as I closed the door
...No shit.
Hanz
Viva Pirates
Again, I wake up from a slumber waking up next to my biggest nightmare. Why am I spending so much time with her, bringing wedding bells into the picture definitely does not make life more bareable. She is not the one for me.. Well, I'm off to make another breakfast where my servings ar much too large. As I am starting to make batter for the pancakes. I start to realize I have been living this life much too long. Yup, I decided to pack my crap, load my car and find a better place to call home. Well, what was my catch...? Well, not with her.
She finially asked "what are you doing laundry"? Wieth a somewhat satisfying yet cynical smile, I defliver a quick "no".. The answer was short but appropriate. All I kept feeling was this excitement and vindication as all my belongings and and true loves where carried off to my car. "Where you going" she asks again. So with a surge of anger and a flash back of how shitty I have felt or was feeling, the only thing that exploded out of my mouth with complet justice was "fuck off!" There she was standing with ust her towel, damp from a quick wash. In disbelief she stood.. As I am casualy throwing the "what once was" house key, I said " take care" she replies "what about me" with a confused look on her face almost as if she was trying to read chinese, but I could only think of my misery as I closed the door
...No shit.
Hanz
Viva Pirates
armsxlikexblades:
whoa. If half of the men out there would have the cahones to do that there'd be alot less bitterness in them. My best freind needs to do exactly that.